LAMSY! :]

2007-06-07T09:47:00.001-07:00

Hey everyoneeeeee :D
i've change t lj .
Relink please :D
http://yoursweetscent.livejournal.com/

2007-06-07T06:25:00.000-07:00

You are my signal fire ,
The only resolution and the only joy .

2007-06-06T07:29:00.000-07:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought i'd need you there when i cried
And th days feel like years when im alone
And th bed where you lie is made up on your side

YOOOOOOOOZY MAMA ! :D :D :D :D :D
HEHE , imma happy girl today :D
Went down t mummy's stall t help out (:
It was fun spending th time w mummy .
HAHAHAH .

After work , went down t town t meeeet Nats ! :D:D:D:D:D
Heh , its beeen a long long longggggggggggg time since i seeen her manzxzzz
NATASHA KOHHHHHHHHH , I MISSSSS YOU LUHHHHHHHHH XD
Hehe .

We went t Wisma topshop t walk first but we couldn't find th blouse ? shirt ? Nats wanted ,
so we headed t Isetan Topshop :D we were quite happy when we saw most of th clothes , BUTTT
Nats grey shirt wasn't there :/ but she bought a blue top & a white top . Whereares i bought a blue one ( yeah we both got th same toppppppp :D )

After finish walking at topshop , we headed t fareast t walk .
We wanted t find vest & suspenderssssssssssssss .
Heh , i couldnt find a nice vest D:
SAD i know .
Nats got her black suspenders whereares i didnt get my red suspenders D:
I 'll get it ASAP ! :D
Bought a white pants , nats bought a black one .

We headed t Shaw House f shakerrrrrrrrrrr friesssssssss , YUM YUM YUMMMMMMMMMMM . It addictive manzxz , but it oily & unhealthy .
EEEEEEEEEK , th amount of oil , and what Nats told me . Omgzxzzzzzzzzzzzz , decompose ?!
Omggggggggggggg .

162-ed w Nats , she got down . I got there later , 53-ed home (:
DAD & BRO ARE NOT HOME YET . WAHLAU ! @!#!@$&%#

When you walk away , i count th steps that you take .
Do you see how much i need you now

2007-06-03T09:48:00.000-07:00

Saturday : PLEDGE DAYYYYYYYYY + BESTFRIEND DAY ! :D :D :D :D
HOHOHO , yeah Happpy Bestfriend Day Best ! (:

Went t my new homeeeeeee today !
Wow wheeeee , it ultra bigggggggggggg & im lovin' it !
Hehe .
It was truly a amazing day f me .
Restrucing f usher , im in warrrrior (:
Hoho , ushering this friday ! WOW WHEEEE YAY ! :D :D :D :D

Ate at macs AGAIN ( omg seriously fatteningggggggggg manzxzzz )
lolololololol .
Talked t my greeeeen ! :D omg i so damn love her .
GREEEEEN WO AI NI ! (:
Dad came t fetch me afterthat (:

Sunday : Last day of Emerge D:
I'll misss it . Todays session was a blasttttttttttttttt .
Th worships , th praise , th word . Everything was just amazingggg !
Today was simply amazing cause hehe .
But i was feeeeling very very very tired , due t my fever & lack of sleeeep .
Sigh .

Hey you ,
Though we're starting t talk & all , but after what i read .
It totally change my mind and every thinking .
I thought i would feeeling very happy during today but nahs , th whole thing is bugging me now .
I know you're gna say i must learn t share , but after seeing those things , i remembered smthg which really hit me hard .
I'm alrd feeeling very tired , not only being tired physically but spiritually too .
I'm losing th fire f Him , im worried f everything , im feeling very insecure .
I guess you didnt know at alll right . Cause whatever about X you know , you have long forgotten aabout me . I dont know how t tell my dad about certain stuffs , knowing he'll start yelling & saying do i want t cause him t die early . It just hits me hard & i dont know what t do .
Whenever im feeeling this way , i see you online . I wna tell you about it , and i even wonder do you still care ? do you still bother ? Maybe after reading this you might not talked t me again , & im afraid of that t ever happen . But i just had t tell you how i feel . Theres so much more that i want t tell you , but like i said i guess i'll never ever have th chance anymore .
I love you

When you're gone
th pieces of my hearts are missing you
When you're gone
th face i came t know is missing too
When you're gone
th words i need t hear t always get me through th day
and make it ohkay .
I miss you .

2007-05-31T09:07:00.000-07:00

TODAYS TH FIRST DAY OF EMERGE !
ITS ROCK LIKE MAD MANZXZZZZ .
So i woke up at 630 am , which i only manage t catch an hour plus or so of sleeep .
Omgzxzz my eyes are like panda man . Shitzxzzz

Bused & Mrted down t Expo t meeet D5 & D1 .
I'm th earliest in D1 .
Waited like a kuku dumb dumb .

Th queue was way longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg .
There were so many queues please .
First session was amazing .
Totally wow wheeeeee manzxzzzz .

I so love Emerge this year . (:
After th first sesssion , D odds went over t changi airport f lunch at Popeye's .
It was pack like a fishmarket .
HAHAH

Bused back t Expo & we queued f th 2nd session .
Time ticked by slowlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy , & we were all perspiring like mad cow .
Sesssion 2 was da bombbbbbbbbbbb , cause it was live telecast in Aust , Phillpines , Taiwan , Hongkong & many many other countries .
There were many guest stars , F.I.R - Fei-er was here .
Pst Joakim ! was there , Tank was there . Pst Sun made a surprise pop out .
Ah yeah , theres a whole lot more .

Tank performed , he has a really really nice voice man .
Th school of parades was weeeee weeeeet !
Hahha th cheeeerleadings was uber uber nice .
End at around 1030 , dad came fetched me home . :D

2007-05-30T08:34:00.000-07:00

There was a time long ago
But it seemed like yesterday .

Past dew days has beeen great (:
Spend my time w huiminnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :D :D :D :D
I love her t th maxxxxxxxxxxx .

I'll just summarise up on what i did f th past few days (:
Saturday = Church wedding + Service .
Sunday = Grocery shopping in Giant ( Malaysia ) & Cousin's Wedding Dinner .
I swear my nephew is th cutest thing manzxzzzzz .
He's so funnny .
Monday = Stayed home :D
Tuesday = Went t schoool w dad t seee Ms D (: + Caught Pirates of th carribbean + Meeeting huimin at night f dinnnnner (:
Spending time at her place was awesome .

Wednesday = Get my new sim card + chinese tuition + town (:
I love churchies !
I love huimin !
I love fleaaaaa !
I love Jamie !
I love Yolanderrrrr !
I love Chew !
I love everyone , including you & you & you & you & so onnnnnnnnnnnnnn .
Most importantly , i love God (:

EMERGE CONFERENCE TMRWWWWWWWWWWW :D

I CANT WAIT F REDRAINNNNNNNN MANZXZZZ ;D
I still got TICKETSSSSSSSS ! Anyone ? :D :D :D :D

2007-05-25T07:31:00.000-07:00

Comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as i stared i counted

Khoo : Hello Khoo ! :D LINK-ED ! :D :D :D :D i love you toooo manzxzzzzzz .

Met flea & th rest at amk hub f lunch today .
Ate at Macs ( omg fattening )
Walked around f awhile and me , huimin & lester left first .

Reached church & tried our best t work th sound system ,
but we failed .
LOLOLOL

Had worship session at bookstore instead .
After worship , stayed in church f awhile before leaving t meet dad
at his workplace .
Ate at Soup Spoon again , & left f bugis t get my stuffs .

Bought th dress & boxersssssssssss :D hoho
i love you dadddy ! :D
Theres wedddding tmrw & th day after tmrw .
It'll be belly boringggggggggggggggggggggg without rachel , westly , ryan & axel .
Omgzxzzzzzz kill me NOW NOW NOW .
Oh wells .

xoxo

Webs from all the spiders
Catching things & eating their insides

2007-05-24T09:07:00.001-07:00

Jan (:
Jan ! (:

Russell :D

Went down t mum's place t collect my phone ,
stayed there until she packed up .
Went t buy some facial stuffs & i saw niven (:
Long time no see yo .

Went home put down th stuffs & i went over t Jeight t meet huimin & mel .
Went t get bubbletea , lester & breast came afterthat .
Mrted t somerset , waited f jesse at Kobayashi ( omgzxzz , im never gna eat there ever again )

Walked around town till about 10 ?
dad came t pick me up & home .

2007-05-23T06:12:00.000-07:00

Sorrry my hair is in a messssssssss .
DANIELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL :D
Where are you , im so sorry ,
I cannot sleep , i cannot dream tonight .

Schoooool today is just GREATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTZXZZZZZZ . Oh yeah it sure is .
Biology lesson was fun ( no , we were not having lessons ) its fun because th talks & laughters we had w Ms Deepa . Omgggggggg she's super funnny & cute when come t thinking of games t play during th funfair .
HAHAH

We were all dismisssed early because we had our CIP trip t th zoooooooooo moooooo goooo hooooo . Sat in th bus t th zoooo & we get t meeet th little kidddos (:
OMG ! OMG ! OMGGGGGGGGG ! DANIEL , RUSSELL & ZHENG JIE ARE SUPER T TH EXTREME CUTE . Heh :D :D :D :D :D
Daniel was so cute ohkay , we were all going home & he ask me this " Jiejie , you want t go home w me ? "
Omg he's sucha sweeeetie pie , i wish i could bring him home manzxzzz .
I MISSS ALL OF THEM NOWWWWWWWWW D:
Russell smile just made my day (:

My little kiddo partner was Jun Xian , he's cute tooo & belly playful & hyperrrrrrrrr manzxzzz , i nearly died taking care of him .
Th trip was fun :D we took photos & we went back t schoool .
I slept in th bus , i was so so so damn tiredddddddddddd .

Bused t Bishan w th whole gang .
HAHAH
mrted t Raffles t meeet dadddy then (:
Dinner at Th Soup Spooon & home sweeeet home (:

I need somebody and always ,
This sick strange darkness .

2007-05-22T09:26:00.000-07:00

I hate it , whenever you just have t talk about her . Cause , we'll end up quarrelling , & its just so stupid . But you just had t mention about her . Omg , she's YOURS alrd . You win .
Seriously , i can't understand & i dont get it , why must you always mention about her
If she's that nice t talk about , tell that t her .
Cause i've got nthg thats linked t her . So theres no point telling me all this .
I'm getting scolded because of this . I surrender alrd , you win you win .
Im feeeling so fustrated but do you know ?
Ha , i bet you don't .
I've been a joke t you , haven't i ?
Omgggggg , i just wna bang th wall & die .
Than again , i bet you never knew how much i love you .

xoxo

i wished i never ever did existed in this world .

2007-05-22T03:50:00.000-07:00

REDRAINNNNNNN BABY REDRAIN !
THEY'RE COMING T SINGAPORE ON TH 16 & 17 OF JUNE ! :D
INTERESTEDDDDDD ?
I BET YOU AREEEEEEEEE :D
TICKETS ARE FREEEEEEEEE !
Message me f th tickets ! :D
I've lots of them :D COME ! COME ! COME !

FM Static - Moment of Truth

Here we are , in th best years of our lives
With no way of knowing
When the wheels will stop spinning
Cause we don't know where we're going and

Here we are , on th best days of our lives
And its a go
Lets make it last
And cheers you all that
Cause this moment's never coming back

I used t know her brother
But i never knew i loved her
Till th day she laid her eyes on me
Now im jumping up and down
She's th only one around
And she means everything little thing t me

I've got your picture in my wallet
And your phone number t call it
And imiss you more , whenever i think about you
I've got your mixed tape in my walkman
Been so long since we've been talking
And in a few more days , we'll both hook up forever and ever

And here i am , on th West Coast of America
And i've been trying t think f weeks of all th ways t ask you
Now i've brought you t th place
Where i poured out my heart a milllion times
For a million times
To offer it t you .

I used t know her brother
But i never knew i love her
Till th day she laid her eyes on my
Now im jumping up and down
She's th only one around
And she means everything little thing t me
Ive got your picture in my wallet
And your phone number t call it .
And i miss you more , whenever i think about you
I've got your mixed tape in my walkman
Been so long since we've been talking
And in a few more days , we'll both hook up forever and ever .

2007-05-21T05:19:00.000-07:00

Hello there , the angel from my nightmare .
The shadow in the background of the morgue .

Schoool was filled w all th mixed emotions .
There were times where people were sad , happy & i dont know what .
(:

Sama is so cute , she uses blue tack t create her breasts & nipples .
HAHAHAH , & she sticks it t her pinafore .
Oh boy , no wonder A loves her soo much .
HEHE

Oh there was a big commotion [?] outside D1 & C1 due t something .
Omgzxzzz got freee show t watch .
HAHAHAH ,
Ohkay shutup Tess , whatever .

Didn't really had lessons at alll , th day was tiring .
I was super sleeepy cause i slept at like 3 .
Heh
I know i rockkkkkkkkkkkkk manzxzz .

Omgzxzz , though im not involve in this , i just had t agreee w lalala .
You're a perv perv pervvvvvvvvvvvv . Omgzxzzzzz , if lalala didn't mention about it i wouldn't have realise it . How dumb can i get manzxz . Ah heck , whatever it is , just stop twisting things here & there . And dont put words into people's mouth . Karmabitesssssssssssssssss y'know . Stop bitching around & telling stories or whatever which isn't true at allllllll .

After schoooool , bused w jy , zabooooof & kiah .
HAHAHAH , 3 of us didn't wna let Kiah t get off th bus ( but in th end we did luh , we're nice )
AND AND AND YES SOME ASSS FARTED IN TH BUS , WHICH STINKED UP TH ENTIRE BUS .
OMGZXZZZZZZZ WE WERE SUFFOCATING OHKAY . I WONDER WHAT DID THAT PERSON ATE MANZXZZ , IT STINK LIKE OMGGGGGGGGGGG WORSE THAN COW HORSE DOG HIPPO SHIT . EEEEEEEEEEEEK
Mrted w zabooof , she got off at newton & she offered t lend me her ipod :D Thanks lovely !
I got off at Raffles & i waited f daddddddddy .

OH YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH , I JUST REMEMBERED .
MY MUMMMY SO ROCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK PLEASEEEEEEEE , SHE'S GIVING ME A NEW PHONE :D :D :D :D
E900 :D :D :D :D HOHOHO . MUMMMMY I LOVE YOU MANY MANY !
HEHE .

Mum's th best she knew i neeeded a new phone badly because if you didn't realise my phone is in a belly bad condition where all th thingy are dropping out . Mummy you rock :D
<3

Seriously , i dont know whats going t happen next ohkay .
You know my problems , i told you before . You asked i replied .
But now i doubt i can ever tell you how i feel anything that happens , cause why someone have alrd taken you away from me forever . You jolly well know who , & im just heart broken and im in a stupid sh*t position . But i guess you'll never understand how i feeel .
& I doubt you'll ever be there 24/7 f me anymore . Cause now , its all about her .
Ugh , i wish i never even entered this world . D:
But i still love you very much

xoxo
Tess

The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley ,
We can live like Jack & Sally if we want .

2007-05-20T09:46:00.000-07:00

REDRAIN ! REDRAIN ! REDRAIN ! REDRAIN ! REDRAIN ! REDRAIN !
REDRAIN ! REDRAIN !
REDRAIN ! REDRAIN !
THEY'RE COMING T SINGAPOREEEEEEEEEE !
SO EXCITINGGGGGGGG WORZXZZZZ . HEHEHE
16-17 OF JUNEEEEEEE .
AT SINGPOST !
WHERE IS IT ?
ITS AT PAYAAAAAAA LEBARRRRRRRRR ;D ;D ;D ;D
IT'LL BE SUPER AWESOME & EXCITINGGGGGG MANZXZZ !

2007-05-20T07:55:00.000-07:00

I've got your picture in my wallet ,
And your phone number to call it , and i miss you more .

Service today was just simply amazing/powerful & awesome .
Theres just too many words t describe it (: Heh .
After service went over t Parkmall QQ f dinner .
Ate & i was still in a very fustrated mood .

I never had this feeling f a very long time ,
its hell annoying . I totally hate it :/
I seriously don't know what t do anymore .
I'm tired , i feel as though im collapsing .

Yeah you ,
I don't know if you're talking about me .
But i just wanted t say i know im stubborn , but do you even know how i feel .
I bet you don't , am i right ?
I feel im like a joke t you ? or maybe everyone else .
Being laughed at .
I feel so much pain in me , i cry most of th times ( th feeling sucks ohkay) .
But did you ever know why ? I guess not .
FYI , i didn't want this t happen at all .
I really don't know whats gna happen next alrd , since you enjoy talking t her more go ahead . I'm just th secong choice t you right ?
I bet she's alrd your bestfriend .
And you've long forgotten about me alrd . D:
Whenever i try t talk t you , you seem least interested .
But when she talks t you , you get so happy & start laughing .
I guess she's th one that really makes you happy aint i right .
If you were wondering why i didn't go over yesterday , think about it i got no idea what you guys were talking about , plus you were smiling & laughing away happily . You hardly even bother about how i feeel anymore , if i were t go there i might spoil th whole atmosphere . Correct ?
But still , after all this sh*t im feeeling .
I still love you very very very very much . But i doubt you'll ever know it .
Cause you don't even seeem t bother anymore .

xoxo
Tess

Whenever i think about you ,
I've got your mixed tape in my walkman .

2007-05-19T07:44:00.000-07:00

REDRAIN IS COMINGGGGGGG T SINGAPOREEEEEEE ! :D

You must be thinking whos Redrain ?
HOHOHO , let me tell you about them ! :D :D :D :D

Redrain is a band that grew out from a desire t spread a message of good news t th world drowning in conflicts & unrest . That was a vision which unites th group of five who come from different countries . Unlike most bands these days who sell lyrics & cynicism , these heartfelt rockers breathe into their music light , love & life and most of all , th heart of Christ .
INTERESTED ?
COME DOWN T SINGPOST ON TH 16-17 OF JUNE

I made a wish on a shooting star once
but it's been so long

Zelia : lolololol . i know you love me luh huh .

I WOKE UP LATE TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :O
Yes , i rushed like mad that i forgot t take my lunch .
Reached church & dooors opened .

Service was awesome (:
Its always awesome , He spoke t me today :D :D :D :D
I love my Daddy up there .
He totally rock my worldddddddddddddddddddd (:

Oh yeah , he sure did .

After service , i didn't manage t usher f adults service due t my stupid gastrics , that was annyoing me .
Omgzxzzz , seriously i want it t go away from me .

Went over t parkmall f my first meal of th day .
Heh .
Ate & we went back t church

Talked t Greeeenie !
Man , its beeeen long since i last talked t her .
We had alot t talk about manzxzzzz .
Told her alot of things , so did she .

HAHAHAHAH !

Aye ! i so love my Greeeeenie (:
SEEEE THAT GREEEEN .

I walked around aimlesssly in church after that ,
since i had nthg t do at allllllllllll .
Send jamie down but she waited f my dad t come & pick me up before
she go .
Thanks jiejie !

Talked / told her some stuffs .
Dad came after that (:

I dont know why , but im just feeeling super down .
Due t certain stuffs , this feeeling is just so depressing [?]
Omg whatever please .
I just feeel funny / awkward .
Th feeling is like sh*t . I ETAH THIS FEEELINGGGGGGGGGG .
im just gna go emo emo emoooooooooooo again .
RAHHHHHHHHHR .
Hello you two
could you both please do me a favour by not treating me as though im a invisible sh*t
I mean , if you both have so much t talk about each other , what f tell me .
It doesn't even concern me . Its like im out w either one of you & you just had t talk about th other party , i wonder you called me out f what , t hear you talk about that person ?
Please , i really dont like it at alllllllllll . Its like instead of going out t have fun or catch up w each other , you both just had t talked about each other . Omg stop please will you .
Just take it as though im begging you both .
Cause you guys dont know whats th feeling like being treated like that .
Thank you .

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
SomewhereI couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

never did believe it
till you showed up there and proved me wrong

2007-05-18T07:54:00.001-07:00

Step one you say we need to talk

He walks you say sit down it's just a talk

I LOVE TODAY LIKE CRAZY MANZXZZZ .

School was th fun ,

I was jy's pillow f th day , she was so tired she just sleeep anywhere .

HAHAH .

English lesson was fun w Riane & Zaboof singing away ,

though it was kinda off tune-ed .

Damn , it was funnny like shit .

Mrs . W released us early & i left t meeet LP (:

Met her at kovannnnnnnnnn .

Mrted t town , we had alottttttttt t talked about .

HAHAHAHAHAH

Lunched at Kobayashiiiiiiiiiiiiii .

I did th bimbo cheeer f LP , & she just had t video it down .

Omgzxzzzz , she better not show it around .
I'll just dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

Heeren f neos (:

Saw th whole froup of camp instructors .

Omg .

LP's damn retarded .

We toooked damn long t do up th pictures .

HAHAH

That moronnnnnnnnn .

Paragon = Kids corner + Toy'R'Us ! (:

HOHOHO . DAMN DAMN FUNNNNNNNNN .

LP is just being crazy today .

Starbucks , sat there & stoneeeeeeee .

Mrted / Bused t Gardens

Went t ice cube f waffffflesssssssss (:

Walked around Gardens , waited f our dad

& we saw some people that we didnt expect t seeeeee .

OMG OMG OMG .

Home-ed .

2007-05-17T04:19:00.000-07:00

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.

Stayed home today ,
Joyce came over t my house t change .
She's sucha adorable kidddo .

Breast came over t see mee tooo (:
Awww , she's love .

Stayed at my place f awhile before heading out t eat .
Breast went t church , i went home .

Korkor is so funnny .
HAHAHAH .
He was silly enough t download a thai song without him realising it .
His expresssion was so funny .

He went out , i stay home .
im decaying/rottting/decomposing away .

Th 9 o'clock show is damn !@#@^&$*@
I hate that steven's mother .
She's sucha bitch please . Only know how t make things worse .
Bloooody hell .

Omg , i feeel like crying .
I feeel @#$%^&^%$ .
Life's sucha bitch . This has just t happen .
Maybe im sensitive .
I dont know . Omfg i just wna die NOW .

What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

2007-05-16T22:43:00.000-07:00

Laughing pilllllll (:
You call this madness , i call this loveeee (:

my bunch of friends (: , they're just love

2007-05-16T06:31:00.000-07:00

Stop making the eyes at me .
I'll stop making the eyes at you .

Tuesday : GF came over t my house in th morning t see how was i , since i was in so much
pain . Omg , i was rolling all over ohkay :/ seriously my condition aint getting any better .
The medicine aint working , plus th medicine is not gna cure me . Wthhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Gf was very sweeeet , she bought porridge f me t eat (: heheh THANKS GF .
I'm sorrry because of me you spent whats left of your weekly allowance just t buy me porridge .
D: Ahya , you also anyhow spend spend spend ! tsk !

Wednesday : Today is a damnit sad day D:
Everyone is so mooody . I think imma jinx . Wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :/
RAHHHHHHR .
After schoool wasn't so bad (:
Oh claris is super fun t bully . HOHOHO seee that claris !
You're sucha dumb dumb (: but...... lalalala

Went t NEWater today , its helll boring i tell you .
Omg but w those bunch , its not that boring afterallll .
We toook super alot of photos , i'll post it asap (:

On th way back t schoool ( in th bus )
Omgzxzzzz , lene & jy are damn damn damnit funnny ohkay .
They can be comedians when they grow up .
Jy just love t irritate lene .
Th whole scene was super funnnny . Jaslynn another one , kept shouting at jy .
Because jy was sitting on jaslynn's lap & jy had alot gesture so she kept hitting jaslynn's ____
HAHAH !
We laughed damn blooody loud manzxzzz .

Reached schoool , & i left first .
Happen t seee Jiejie on th bus (:
Went Kovan tgther , she went t meeet her mum while i went t th mrt .
Mrted t potong pasir & LP and Mich hop in th train (:
Passsed LP her present , she's sucha asssssss .
HAHAHAH .
We talked about ____ .
LOLOLOLOL !

They went t PS , i went t raffles t meeet dad .
Ate at guildhouse & home (:
Shitzxzzzzzz , im in pain AGAIN .
WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IS WRONG . TH MEDICINE IS NOT WORKING AT ALLLL , MIGHT AS WHILE NOT EAT . OMG I WNA DIE NOW . ITS KILLING .

Anw , Joyce ler .
Y'know , you're th sweeeetest ohkay !
Omg i so damn damn damn love you ! (:
Heheh . I LOVE YOU

What it is that surprises me is that i dont really want you to
And your shoulders are frozen .

2007-05-14T04:10:00.000-07:00

Look into my heart , you will find
There's nothing there to hide .
So take me as i am take my life .
I would give it all , i would sacrifice .

Jeremy Chan : LOLOLOLOLOL ! you're insane .

Went home halfway today , same old usual problem .
Slept f an hour before going t KK Hospital w dad .
Waited f hours before i get t see th doctor .
Omgzxzzzzzz , th doctor say a whole lot .
I'm freaking out now .

Th billls is a killler , th medicine are even worse .
They're like humongous bottles & th pills are way huge .
Just kill me NOW .
Omg omg .

Went home t rest afterthat .
Omg , i just puke .
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK .

Dont tell me its not worth fighting ,
I cant help it theres nothing i want more
You know its true .
Everything i do , i do it for you .

2007-05-13T07:38:00.000-07:00

Look into my eyes , you will see
What you mean to me .
Search your heart , search your soul .
And when you find me there , you'll search no more .

Breakfast w bro & dad .
Fetch bro down t Mediacorp than went t far east flora t get some gerbera f Pastor Lia . (:
Dad fetched me down t church afterthat .

Met christopher , agnetta f lunch .
Got t know them .
After lunch had t arrange chairs & stuffs .
Usher is funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :D
Weeekiat is a funnny boy .
LOLOLOLOLOL

He & he lame , stupid yet funny jokes .
HAHAHAH ,
What a joker .
Ushered at th door w Yanying ?
It was fun! fun! fun!
But my mouth was kinda tired though .

Gave Pst Lia , Lynette & Jamie their presents .
Nana got a flower from me too ! Awww , she's really adorable .
She was like " thank you tess ! "
Omgzxzzzzz , she's simply adorable .
Her smile is dazzzling i tell you .
She's loveeeeeeeeeeeee (:

Service ended , had debrief celebrated chris & wilfred 's birthday than did some stock check & off we went t flea's house f dinnner .
Dad came t pick me up afterthat .

Dont tell me its not worth trying for ,
You cant tell me its not worth dying for .
You know its true .
Everything i do i do it for you .

2007-05-12T08:02:00.000-07:00

It's ever so funny, I don't think you're special I don't think you're cool
You're just probably alreyt, but under these lights you look beautiful

Jamie : RING RING RING
HAHAH ! yeah , your DP & Flea's DP has my FACE on it . Awwww , im loveeeeeeeeeee ;D
Anony : Ohkay , since its someone that i wouldnt want t know , why bother asking . T.T

Had branch w brother , brother's gf & dad at Goodwood today (:
We had alot of laughter thanks t me .
HAHAHAH .
Due t my dream i had last nigght .
Dad laughed too hard so did my brother .

I was so embarrraasssssed please .
Bought some roses f mum ,
headed down t her workplace , passed her her present
Stayed there f awhile , while waiting f LG .

Met LG .
Watched movie .
Met Huimin afterthat , headed down t Redhill f dinner at her aunt's place
Dad came t fetch me afterthat (:
My day has beeeeen great (:
Usher tmrw . ;D

But I'm struggling, I can't see through your fake tan
And you know it for a fact that everybody's eating out of your hands

2007-05-11T09:20:00.000-07:00

One look sends it coursing through the veins oh how the feeling races
Back up to their brains to form expressions on there stupid faces

Met flea in th afternooon ,
she cooked some congeeeeeee f me (:
thanks flea .
Waited f huimin at bubbletea , walked t her house .
Polly & Kimberly came (:
Slacked at hui's house f awhile .

Talked t WJ on th phone , and he was being plain irritating
by mentioning my fringe .
tsk .
He just had t say it manzxzzzz .

Left huimin's house at around 2 plus going 3 .
Rushed down t church f worship session ,
art gallery was packed so didn't really manage t worship .
Started queueing f Pst Kong's seminar .
Sat there & i stoneddddddddddddd all th way till 7 ?

Dooors were opened & we all went in settle down ,
Praise & Worship was awesome .
Yeah service was POWERFULLLLLLLLLLLLL
Waited f dad after th while thing ended .
He was giving his damn attitude/mooodswing .
WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH . GIVE ME A BREAK MAN .

They don't want to say hello
Like I want to say hello
Oh the heartbeats at its peak when you're coming up to speak

2007-05-10T01:21:00.000-07:00

Baby, I'm yours
And I'll be yours until the stars fall from the sky,
Yours, until the rivers all run dry
In other words, until I die

Anony : Who're you . T.T
LP : HAHAH ! , you're welcome LP (: i love you alot alot alot tooooo !
Hahah , i dont want mamee poko , i want huggies dry comfort . lolololol
Jessie : Oh Hello Jessie (: im back from camp . Camp was !@#$%^& . But its over & im happpyyyyyyyyyyyy .

IM BACK FROM CAMP ! ;D
Yes , im back from camp . Day 1 at camp yesterday was badddddddd .
It was like raining th whole day , we couldn't do our high elements ):
Played some telematch in th evening ,
dinner , sang songs , had some night walk thingy & we got blindfolded .
I freaked out ohkay . @#$%^&*(*&^%$
Bathed at around 10 plus .
HAHAHAHAH ! bathing w low jiaying is super hilarious manzxzzz .
We were like screaming in th toilet all th while .
Esp , when one of th instructors was rushing us , jy just shout smthg that was super malu please .
JY ! , you want th whole world t know ah . Omg

Day 2 at camp was alright luh .
Woke up at 520 AM . Super early ohkayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .
Breakfast and my damn gastric was like torturing me during th whole time .
I waited in th sickbay f korkor t come and pick me up since dad couldn't get off .
Kor came , and some asss was just so extra t go talk t my brother .
OMG I SWEAR SHE'S DAMN ANNOYINGGGGGGGG , JUST LOOK AT HER FACE OHKAY .
My brother was SUPER T TH MAX irritated by her .
HAHAH ! he was like complaining in th car .
My brother rockssssssssssss .

He drove me t th docs w his friend .
Seeeen th doctor , bought foood home & booo yo , im at home rottting (:

Baby, I'm yours
And I'll be yours until the sun no longer shines,
Yours, until the poets run out of rhyme
In other words, until the end of time

2007-05-08T07:49:00.000-07:00

HAPPY ADVANCE SWEEEEET 16 LP ! :D
WO AI NIIIII HEN DUO HEN DUO AH LP ! (: HAHAH , YES you dont have t sneak in t th cinemas anymore . Enjoy your day tmrw alrights ! I LOVE YOU MANY MANY ! ♥♥♥

Just when you thought you were falling ,
Do know , i'll always be right there .

Maril : Hahaha , yes yes .

Ohkay , so school was fine .
lessons as usual , had oral presentation .
Farewell t Ms.L :/ she bought cupcakes f us !
SUPERRRRRRRR SWEEEEEET , but it was nice
love it .

Went home straight after schoool ,
bathed , used th com f awhile before heading out t Bishan t
meet Flea & Huimin (:
Bought bubbletea , mrted down t dbgod .
Waited f th 2 late kiddos (lester & abi )
LLESTER OWES ME ICE CREAM :D

Had meeeting at QQ .
Went t church f awhile ,
Than mrted down t AMK Hub , walked bought some stuffs .
AND I SAW NATS ! ;D

HAHAH .
Anw , RIANE LOW TAKECARE OF YOUR LEG OHKAY ! WO AI NIIIIIIIII .

CAMP TMRW , SO I WOULDN'T BE BLOGGGING F TH NEXT COUPLE OF DAYS . OMGZXZZZZZZ JUST KILLL ME . I DREAD SEC 3 CAMP . MY GROUP IS LIKE !@#$%^&^% ALL I DONT KNOW . OHKAY MAYBE A FEW , BUT STILLLLLL . OH WELLS I JUST GOT T LIVE W IT . IM JUST GNA BE SO DMAN BORED .

I LOVE YOU .

2007-05-07T03:56:00.000-07:00

Call you up in th middle of th night ,
Like a firefly without a light .

JAMIE : HAHAH ! , i think i know that you love me alot luh . TAOYANNNZXZZZZ . ;D ;D ;D ;D . Its my pleasure jiejie (:

Y'KNOW WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT !
COMMON TESTS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRR ! ;D HEHEH .
I'm happy about that . Ah yes , last 2 papers today , Chem & Bio . I wrote alot of wrong things . Shitzxzzzzzzzz .
I'm gna fail Chem like chapalangggggggggg . Omg kill me now
AND CARYN LIAU LI MIN IS SUCHA ASSSSSSS , SHE PULLED ME AND I DROPPED T TH FLOOOR W A DAMN LOUD THUD , MY ASSSSS IS HURTING LIKE SHITZXZZZZZ . CARYN LIAU YOU DIE .

Anw , after schoool went out w my lovely bunch of friends .
Went t dbgod w Nats , Jy , Riane , Zabooof & Kiah .(:
We went t carefour t get our camp stuffs . We had a whole lot of fun in there . AND I SAW MY MOTHER IN CAREFOUR . OMG OMG OMG
I LOVE MY MUM LIKE @#$%^&*% . She just rockssssssss luh .
I love you mummy ! (:

Bought th stuffs , bused t heeeren f wan ton meeeeeeeee (: slacked waited f sama t come than i left cos dad wanted t get mum's present . Went t wisma get my clothes than we walked t cine t get th clover thingy and i bought my little misss naughty & little miss giggles shirt !
HEHEHE .
Went over t taka got my shoe and went f a drink and im HOME ! (:
I had a great day today .

You were there like a slowtorch burning ,
I was a key that could use a little turning .

2007-05-05T06:58:00.000-07:00

Staring right back in the face
A memory can't be erased
I know, because I tried

Tag replies :
Lydiaaaaaa : Hello lums ! glad that you had a great time .
I LOVE YOU MANY MANY !

WOKE UP LATE TODAY . OMG
thanks t gf lah , talked until 4 . Hahah rush-ed ,
bathe-ed and dad fetched me down t church
Met jc and jl . That two assss .
HAHAH
service was great , Pst Lia preached today .

Went t ps f dinner , played games and im in usherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr .
After dinner went back t church and toook many pictures w yi lin , maniam & Elgin .
Omg Elgin is super zi lian .
AND AND AND THERE WAS SO MANY PEO TAUPOK-ING EACH OTHER .
Elgin extra go join in th end he got taupok-ed . Stupid boy .
Dad fetched me home after that (:

Start to feel the emptinessand everything
I'm gonna miss
I know, that I can't hide

2007-05-04T12:59:00.000-07:00

2007-05-04T09:56:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUMS ! :D
Hello fellow lum , i love you & you're just tooo goood t be true luh .
WO AI NIIIIIIIIIIIIIII ! ( but somebody loves you more than me )

We wouldn't last for the week
I guess they think that I'm a freak
They hated my blue streak
I cant control this

Charmaine : HA , yes im going f sat's service (: and yes you're suppose teach me accounts . Faster teach me luh , im failing acccounts like !@#$% .
YO : Breastfriend , you never did tag only f this time you mokmok headed .
Varron ! : HEHE , i know i know . Like how i ran t you today in th food court and just jump and huggggggg you ! WO YE SHI AI NI HEN DUO HEN DUO ! :D

Maths paper was totally !@#$%^&*)(&^%$ i didn't know how t do any of th gradient questions ohkay . So annoying , i was dumb enough t spend all my time practising on indices and trigo . Wthhhhhhhhhhh killll me NOW .
POA paper was alright though , lalalalalala .
Eunice is so nice t bully :D :D :D :D She's like a atm machine , neeed money just go t her ohkay .
HAHAH !

After schooool was th besttttttttttttttttttttttt (:
I love it like whooooo hooooo . We bought th stuffs that we were supposed
t get f lums birthday , went over t my place waited f JoyceL , Kiahweee & bf t come than we would prepare everything and lums will seee th surprise made f her (:
The celebration was just lovely .
HAHAHAH , we had a hell loads of fun in my roooom please .
THE CATWALK WAS DAMNIT HILARIOUS .

Went t j8 w them , walked than jy , nats and riane left .
Me , lums and bf mrted t dbgod f dinnner than lums had t go so me and bf left tooo .
We had a great talk , thanks bf .
et felicia and th rest , mrted t bishan and wenjie is so irritating ,
that idiottttttttttt . lalalalalala

Bused home w LG ! (: LG rockkkkkkkkkkkks
i love tonight .

Why does it feel like it's raining in my head?
I don't understand
Why are you always complaining about me
You don't even know who I am

2007-05-03T03:06:00.000-07:00

I might not say I'm sorry
Yeah, I might talk rough sometimes
And I might forget the little things
Or keep you hanging on the line

Charmaine : HAHAH , CHARMAINEEEEEEEEEEEE ;D ;D ;D ;D
Jamie : Hahah , so what now huh , loving you is a crime . HAHAHA jamie ah jamie , why you so cute one . You call lo .

Now i know , jamie leeeeeee is a fellow reader of my blogggggg too (:
heh . Aye schoool today was )(*&^%!@#$%^& .
Anw , its the START OF COMMON TESTS .
Yes , and there was Geography & Social Studies paper today .
I think i'll be able t passs Geog , but not SS , cos i forget about differences
and and and i wasn't really concentrating due t something that happen
before that , but i aint gna eleborate on it :/

But im glad i've got my friends ! :D :D :D :D
HEHEH , i love you allllllllllllllll
So after th papers , went t seee T about something , and its like @#$%
I just feeel so ugh , i dont know . Irritated about everything .
I want t say it out yet i can't . So i shall just shutup .
Went t J8 cartel w Jy , Nats , Lydia , Zabooof , Riane , Joyce L , Kiahwee and Cheryl . Ate ( we were suppose t study btw , but failed . )
HAHAHAH
After a million years took neos and we left .
Th neos looked funny .
HAHAH
And yes , i slept on th bus and bf laughed at me .
That asssss , anw theres Maths & POA paper tmrw .
Just killl me now . Imma go study nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww . (:
Hello you , i can't deny that im not hurt infact im very affected by it . I'm sorrry i just control feelings about it . You're gna say that you're th one at fault and that you're sorrry . No need f that . I'm th cause of everything :/ All this shit wouldn't even started if it wasn't f me . But i'm sorry i just couldn't my feelings towards you . You made me smile by those things you made f me . That was indeeed very sweeet of you . But after i read th letter , i just felt something in me that just droppppp . As th saying goes , th truth hurts . Its really does hurt . I didn't thought of what you were gna say . Than again , i dont know whats gna happen next . I'm just a burden .

I love schoool because of one main reason , whats that reason ? That reason = Friends . Why ? Because they never fail t make you happy or cheeer you up whenever you're sad or facing some problems . They'll do silly stuffs just t make you smile/laugh . (: My friends are truly amazing . I love them like nobodies business .

I'd die for youI'd cry for you
I'd do anything
I'd lie for you

2007-05-01T01:05:00.000-07:00

My bunch of crazy whacky friends ! ♥

8 years , & still counting (:

i'll remember you always .

kisssy kisssy kiss kiss .

I love th time spent w you .

Hey sexy , i love you (:

P.S Jamieeeeeeeee ! y'know whatttttt . I LOVE YOU ♥♥♥

Cause heres my promise made tonight ,
You can count on me for life .
Cause thats when i love you .

Xin : HAHAH , yes luh yes luh . I MISSSS YOU . Clear enough right .

Labour day , stay home t study .
Went f a haircut , my fringde is shortttttttttttD: D: D: D: D:

2007-04-29T07:11:00.000-07:00

The more I look the more I find it hard to see
I'm uncultured but I'm not quite sure what that means
Why bring me down and complicate?

Tag replies :
Jamie : HAHAH , jamie what talking you , and what are you talking about . Hahaha more like its you who misss me huh . ;D
Gloria ! : Helloo Gloriaaaaa ! ;D i love youuuuuuuuuuu !
Maril : Hahaha ! YEAH SURE ! THAT WOULD BE GREATTTTTT ! ;D

Saturday ! :D
Church , than rushed off after service t meeet nats at dbgod mrt and we mrted down t vivo t meeet yow , sama , riane and jy ;D yeahhhhhh
Met up , stayed at superdog f quite some time before leaving f Kovan .
Jy , sama , riane went t Riane's house first than me yow and nats headed t schoool first but th damn bus took a damn long time t come .
Reached schooool and saw aloooot of people . ;D ;D ;D ;D

The concert started and it was alright , i love th dramaaaaaa club , hahahah V was so cute , she acted as th baby (: dance was nice yow got super high ? over something , that stupid shit .
HAHAH
Aye , ended around 10 plus ? toook photos and th rest of them left f grapevine while i waited f th bus w kiahweeee .
Went home around 1 plus .
SLEEEEEEEEEP ;D

Sunday (:
Aye , woke up early because of th danceeeeeeeee thingy that was going on . Fetched kiah and nats and jy and we left f tampines .
I think i screwed th whole dance up . OMGZXZZZZZ , im like in dreamland like that .
Went f breakfast w lums , nats , jy , kiah and bf ;D
Breakfast was goood .
Dad came t fetched us ,
Homed , bathed and went t church .
Service great , and did bm today .
My lungs are like choked w dust luh , i cough like nobodies businesss todfay , omgzxzzzz ohkay . im dying i hate coughs .
IM TIRED .
GOOOODBYE .

Keep check of my words
Good thing you hear them a different way
We are talking please

2007-04-27T05:40:00.000-07:00

Just hear me out
If it's not perfect I'll perfect it till my heart explodes
I highly doubt
I can make it through another of your episodes
Lashing out

Tag replies :
Daryl ! : HAHAH ! are you blind or whattttttt , it reads HALOSCAN so BIG down there . HAHAH blur shit . Anw , love today ! ;D ;D ;D ;D
Jamie : Haha , i know you love me , heh so i didnt waste my time singing those love songs t you huh . HAHHA

Schooool was great after was even greaterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !
Its a rainy day today ,
Ah yes after schoool , went t meeet yow at serangoooon w nats (:
we mrted down t Bugis t get our clothes ,
I got my top , and im happy about that ;D ;D ;D ;D
Nats got her cardigan ;D
And oh yeahhhhhhhh , we saw lx ,ql & E .
Stupid lx , hhahah she dared me t do smthg and i did .
HAHAHAH ! stupid shit luh you ./ mokmok

I left first cause dad wanted t meeet early f dinnerrrrrrr D:
Went down t raffles , met and ate . Yeahhhhhhhhh
Homed after that , im tired .
Theres dance tmrw at 830 , killl me please , i wna sleeeeep .
Kaleidascope tmrw ;D
♥♥♥

One of the petty moves you pull before you lose control
You wear me out
But it's all right now
Lets go home and get stoned

2007-04-25T23:41:00.000-07:00

Throw it away

Forget yesterday

We'll make the great escape

We won't hear a word they say

Tag Replies :

Lisaaaaa : You egoooooo one who said i love you . Aye
Jaclyn ! : Hey sexy ! Oh yes i love you , HAHAH i know you love me tooo .

Maril : Hey Maril ! ;D Yeah He sure will make things out gooood ! ;D

Monday i didnt go t schoool , tuesday halfway through went home , wednesday i didnt go t schoool toooo D: thanks t my gastriccccccc & a annoying cough thats beeen bothering me since last weeek . Omgzxzzz this is like killling me . And and and COMMON TESTS STARTS NEXT WEEEEEK ohkay , killl me now . D: D: D:

Aye schoool today was fine ;D im happy cos i finally pass my POA ;D ;D ;D cheeeerios t me ;D yet my i was disappointed w my literature marks , oh wells i just got t write longer though i got everything right alrd (thats what ramesh said ) Gahhhhhhhhhhh im curious t know what i got f cheeeena test i think i flunk it prettty badly ? Ahya tmrw i'll know it . Oh oh oh ! SARDINEEEEE ! PLEASE TAKECARE ALRIGHTTTTTTT ! I LOVE YOU MANY MANY , I'LL PRAY F YOUR LEGGY T RECOVERRRRRRR ! ;D I LOVE YOU HUBBY ! ;D ;D ;D ;D MWAHS MWAHS MWAHS ! Ah pooor hubby she was in so much pain today D: oh manzxzzzzz . I like talking t Ms D. ;D ;D ;D ;D complaining t her about certain person . hohoho xD but she hardly bother about it .

(HAHAHAH)

I've got tuition ltr on , and i can't wait f tmrw ! ;D ;D ;D ;D im going shopppping ? w HEHEHE go figure out . lalalala

They don't know us anyway

Watch it burn

Let it die

Cause we are finally free tonight

2007-04-24T01:12:00.000-07:00

Tonight , i've fallen & i can't get up

2007-04-21T08:03:00.000-07:00

My heart is crying out to you ,
I wanna tell you how i feel about everything .

I ran t Him and cried my heart out , because i felt hurt and i was very emotional . He talked t me , i cried even more cause i was impacted by what You said t me . Thank You Daddy , i love you very much . But still , i need faith and strength t keeep me going on , i dont wanna start breaking down and doing stupid shit stuffs that worry everyone . I've troubled everyone , i made people worried . AHHHHHHHHHHH . D:

When i woke up today ,
thought of all the things you've done .
And i found myself here ,
feeling oh so overcome .
You gave your life away for me ,
truly my heart belongs to you .
So let me say ,

Could i ever thank you for ,
what you did at Calvary ,
When you bled and died for me .
Could i ever turn away ,
knowing that you paid price ,
That i could never pay .

When i think of the way ,
that you died upon that cross .
Bearing my sin ,
Even though my heart was lost ,
you gave your life away for me .
truly my heart belongs to you ,
so let me say .

Boo you ,
You know who you are , i read it , i heard how you feeel and i know everything . I'm feeeling devastated after what you told me , i really want you t stay and grow more in God and not leave him . I know th situation now is rather shaky and stuffs , i know how you feel cause i had that feeling before and now im still standing strong though i still have my weakness in certain things .But still , all these things will not affect and stop me from worshipping Him , because i love Him , i want you t know how i feel about everything ohkay ? This whole thing started because of me , i know you're gonna say that its not me and stuff but its really me , i shouldn't have said it when i knew about th consequences and i didn't really think about it a second time or anything , i've cried over this thing many times , so did you . Both of us felt th same way . Please i'm gonna beg you and i'll try all means and ways t stop you from leaving Him , i dont wanna see you leaving when you're in so much hurt . After you put down , i cried so much because i was upset and i blamed myself f everything . I love you very much so please dont leave . This wouldn't have happen if i didn't say anything . My fault , my bad . I'm sorrry .

♥ Tess .

Things were supposed to turn out this way ,
But in the end it still did .
I'm at fault .

2007-04-20T01:13:00.000-07:00

I wish I had what I needed
To be on my own'
Cause I feel so defeated
And I'm feeling alone

Tag replies :
Xinhui : XINHUIIIIIIIIIIII ! ;D yeapy doddles i will ! (: loves !
Maril : Yeahhhhhh , warriors are we ! i love maril ! ;D
Joycelyn : Hello love (: its ohkay , at least you gave me th hugs that i neeeded yesterday and i really thank you f that wonderful hug . I'M SO GNA FIND YOU TMRW T GET MY HUGGGGGGGGGG ! YAY ! I LOVE JOYCELYNNNNNNN ! (:
IMAI : Stupid greeen call me pig D: how nice of you huh . RAHHHR , yesssssssssss madam im gna changeeeee . ;D

Thursday : Schoool yesterday was !$%^%&*( Great yet tiring . HAHAHA oh there was one recesss during this weeek RIANE LOW THE GREAT LAUGHED TILL SHE SPAT LOU MAI GAI ON MY HEAD MY PINAFORE AND AND PLATE . Riane you rock ohkay .
HAHAH ! (dont worry i still love you ) ;D
Yesterday did tooo many things that i can't remember , oh oh oh we had POA test and i think i screwed it up i dont know . AHHHH Literature test was alright though .
Went down t church and lalalala things happen , im not gna talk about anw , its over so forget it .
Went home after that (: did th class photo board till late (: yeahhhhhh

Friday : Chinese & Maths test today , i was so sleeepy during both tests , i slept and wake up and i continued doing , yeahhhhhhhhhh dad came schoool t fetched me . Going Bugis ltr (:

And it all seems so helpless
And I have no plans
I'm a plane in the sunset
With nowhere to land

2007-04-17T01:22:00.000-07:00

Today I screwed up again,
You said I could tell in the way you said goodbye,
I saw you sitting at your t-shirt stand with your new girlfriend, He's really cool, I get the point

I shall reply th tags here , im lazy t reply in halo (:
Maril : Hahaha yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh manzxzzz , buying fooood f pastors rock like nobody business hhaha (: love you maril ! ;D
Jeremy Chan : YO ! you always tag rubbishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Jamie : It sure does (: im lovin' it .

Sunday : Service as normal , smthg happen but nah dont wna talk about it . Anw , dexterrrrrrrrrrr rockkkkkkkks ! He gave me th shirt i wantedddd . YAYYYYYYYYY !

Monday : Schoooool today was fun and forgot what i did . OH WE HAD NAPFA TEST . AND OMGZXZZZZZZZZZ I THINK I PULLED MY ARM MUSCLE DURING SIT AND REACH . ITS DAMNIT PAIN NOW . Oh went f cg and bball w cg after that in th night , called jy down and we talked about somebody . OMFG I SWAER ITS DAMN FUCKING FUNNNY . HOHOHO

Tuesday : Schooool today is damnit tiring . I was super damn bloooody sleeeepy due t yesterday bball game at bishan . Supposed t have our 2.4 run but its postponed t next weeeek again and and and we were having our dance prac again . I tell you its damn blooooody tiring plus my arms were like gna dropped out anytime . OMGZXZZZZZZZ , after schoool dance prac again . AND IM FINALLLY HOME . I STILL GOT T BUY BANANAS F TMRWS BIO PRACTICAL . LOL BANANASSSSSSSSSS .

Today I screwed up again,
I wasn't paying attention,
I walked into the wall again,
I heard you laugh and saw you grin,
While you were sitting at your t-shirt stand,

2007-04-14T19:34:00.000-07:00

The amount of pills I'm taking counteracts the booze
I'm drinking and this vanity
I'm breaking, lets me live my life like this and well
I find it hard to stay, with the words you say

Friday : Schoool kinda sucked today afterall its Friday th 13 and smthg that i didnt wished t happen , happened . What wrong w th ___ man , normal hugging is so common in ____ and you all have t say its what lesbianism . Wthhhhhh sickening .
After schooool , went t meeet Jamie at orchard first :( talked about some thing and yeah we than walked t PS t meeet th rest . We went cafe cartel , and i went crazy over th bread . :/
We stayed in cartel f quite awhile . Than me , gp , zx , and flea headed t church . I stayed in church till daddy reached . (: Monicaaaaaaa jie jie was inside ! ;D Oh man i missssss her , and omgzxzzzzz i so love her haircut . Home after that (:

Saturday : Went t church f heart t hearts meeeting w lynette and it was truly powerful , each and everyone of us has a different ministries and we served God in different ways ! WOWWWWWWWWW .
Lunch w them in th art gallery (:
Went t PS w huimin and jarrod , waited f jarrod's friend t come so huimin went t buy her prepaid first , than Joshua came (:
He stayed super near me and i didnt know that . HAHAH
Went back t church and th concert was starting but went t fetch Tere and Josephine (: went back t church f th concert and WHOOOOOPEEEE DOOOPS ! (: I'm lovin' it ! ;D ;D
After th concert went t QQ f dinner but i didnt eat cos i was on a diet (:
Dad came t pick me up after that . Kallanggggg w family than home ;D

Oh baby let me in
Well I'll choose the life
I've taken, never mind the friends
I'm making and the beauty that
I'm faking lets me live my life like this

2007-04-11T03:54:00.000-07:00

I'm taking my time
I'm trying to leave the memories of you behind
I'm gonna be fine
As soon as I get your picture right out of my mind

SPORTS DAY TODAY ;D
Dad fetched me down t Houganggggg stadium today , yeahhhhhhh
waited f quite long before th whole event started ;/ th weather was a killer . Than smthg happened which totally put me , jy and th rest damn bloooody pisssed . Wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh its our own rights t write what we want on th board t support our friend , and you got t be sucha busybody . Damn you luh assshole . We were all so excited t support our friend and you just had t spoil it alll . Wthhhhhhhhhhhhhh get lost ohkay .
idiottttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt .

After sports day , bused t Bishan w zaboooof and we mrted . She alighted at Novena while i alighted at Orchard .
Was going t meeet Jamie due t some stuffs . We talked and ohkay nevermind i shall not elaborate anything .
Head down t church after that . Sat at th office and learnt some stuffs from Jamie . (: Quite interesting ;D

Pst Lia was hungry so me and Jamie went t buy foood f her ! ;D Super exciting . Hehhe but it was tiring also . That was because PS subway had no ham so we ran all th way t Paradiz t get th foood and i went t Mac t get th coffee ;D than we ran back t church and it was raining . ): boohooo
sat back in th office again , than Jamie had t go f meeteing went out and i hanged out w Varrronnnnnn and Imaiiiiiiiiiiiiii ! ;D

Jie Jie queued f th donuts at donut factory ! Omgzxzzzzzzzzzzzz their donut is ultimately loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ohkay . Jie gave me on donut and i was happily enjoying it ;D Super t th max delicious babehhhhhhhhhh .Talked about alot of stuffs and it was kinda shocking t find out about some stuffs . HAHAH
Went home w them afterthat ;D they make me happy .
So does everyone else that i love ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D

I wanna feel the way you make me feel when
I'm with you I wanna be the only hand,
you need to hold on to
But everytime I call you don't have time I guess
I'll never get to call you mine

2007-04-10T05:59:00.000-07:00

Well I felt I couldn't take,
another day inside this place
From silent dreams we never wake,
and in this promise that we'll make

Today rocks because of my bunch of crazy asss whacky friends .
Yeahhhhhhhh , Riane is so funny today , instead of changing into her uniform she wore her blouse inside , her pe shirt outside and tucked in her pe shorts and she wore kh specs that made Riane loook so damn bloooody tooot . Its damn fucking funny , plus th centre parting she made , omfg manzxzzzzz jy joined in and we toooked photo of it . Wait till i get th photo and post it up , you all can laugh all you want .

After schoool , went off w nats t meet yow ;D
hohoho (: yow makes me happpy wappy mappy ! ( YOW BE HONOURED NOWWWWWWWWWW )
Toook 58 t ikeaaaaaaa , we talked alottttt and guesss who i saw at ikea ?
Who else , MY LPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP ! ;D
Yeahhhhh , that made me happpier toooo (: we're just fated t meeeet LP .

We ate , talked , walked . We kept walking and its like never ending and yow came banging me w th trolley , damnit you pooot it hurts ohkay . Let me try banging on you , see how you're gna react man . ( Y'know what i mean yow )
Finalllly we left , omgzxzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ikea soft ice-cream are th BESTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT ohkay . I dont mind going there everyday ? just t eat it . Ohkay maybe not everyday tooo kua zhang alrd .
Bused t Bishan t take something and i toook 53 back (: it was a long journey today . Yet i enjoyed myself so much . Thanks YOW , Thanks NATS ;D I LOVE YOU BOTH SO BLOOOODY MUCH . ;D
Booo you ,
I was really surprise that you would still pass me th letter and th bottle of roses you made f me .
I'm really touched by it , it was really sweeet of you . (: Thanks f all th happy memories my dear one . I love you (:

Starless eyes for heaven's sake,
but I hear you anyway
Well I thought I heard you
Say I like you, we can get out

2007-04-08T21:48:00.000-07:00

And we can run, from the backdrop of
these gears and scalpels

I shalll summarise everything starting from thursday . yeahhhhhhhh ;D
Thursday ; I finally went f trng . lolololololololol didn't run much though cos my leg was stilll @#$%^&*$%^#$ yeahhhhhhhhhhh .
Rushed home cos i had tuition but in th end had t cancel it cos i was down w a damn feverrrrrrrrr . Sucks i know yeah

Friday : GOOOOOOD FRIDAY ! ;D Early morning went down t church f hearts t hearts meeeeting than we had zone d Easter Egg Operation ( painting f easter eggs ) yeahhhh . I painted one ;D and Krissssssss Fooo Pooot had t paint my nose yellow , how greatttttttttttttt . After i painted mine , i rushed down t town t meeeet nats ! ;D yeah went t cine f lunch first before heading t shop f things . Saw lx at cine , walked around than we saw ql & E . Yeah we alll walked down t Wisma tgther . Ah yeahhhhhhhhh . Than me and nats walked walked walked , headed down t Marina , met B at citylink . lolololol yeah than bought some stuffs , went down t vivoooo after that and we saw B again . lolololololol
After everything , nats left dad came ps t fetch me and we went t suntec t get some stuffs and we went home .

Saturday : ZOOOOOOO TRIPPPPPP :/ left schoool around 8 plus and offf we went . We were singing in th bus making lotsa noise and stuffs . Reached th zoooooooo , had some briefing and stuffs than we went walking around th zooo . Yeahhhhhhh Everything ended around 5 plus , reachedd schoool closing t 6 and we all changed and me nats and kiahwee rushed down t marina first , so we cabed down . Yeah than all of them slowly arrived and we started eating and stuffs . Than we alll left leaving nats and B . HAHHAH than me , ann and sama left . Went t ann's place t get ready . lolololololol damn bloooody funnny luh ann , she wore stocking over her head she looked like ru hua should have taken a photo of it man . lololololol so we all reached PP and we were all waiting f B and N t arrived cos me and ann were going t "KIDNAP" nats ohkay . It was damn funnnnny , lolololol we saw them walking we run t nats and she was run ann caught her i tried t maskin tape her mouth = failed . HAHAHAH nats is th hardest person t ever kidnap ohkay . lolololololol than i had t leave cos my dad was nagging , dad came t fetch me and yeahhhhhh

Sunday : HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATS ! i love you ! ;D
Hahah you're 15 alrdddddddddd . lolololol yeap /
churched and yeah service was amazing , Pst's baby photos are super t th max cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . HAHAHAHAH sadly i dont have it in my com t show you . But even if i had i wouldnt luh . HAHHAAH privateeeeeeeeee . Ah yeah .
im falling more .

At every hour goes the tick-tock bang of monitors as
They stared us down when we met in the emergency room

2007-04-04T04:30:00.000-07:00

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation;

HAPPY SWEEEEEET 16 ORANGE BALLLLL ! I SO DAMN LOVE YOU LUH .
Hello balllll i wannna telll that i love you and thanks f being sucha great & wonderful balllllllllll . ;D i lurbezxzzzzz you very much .

Tuesday : Schoool was fine (: ahya shit i can't remembered what i did yesterday except after school went f lunch w nats and zabooof ;D Yeahhhhhhh . Than went t meeet F and we mrted down t town t meeet Y .
Walked t Taka t get th paints from Art Friend ;D ;D ;D I LOVE THAT PLACEEEEEEEEEEE . After that went down t church , did nthggggggg waited till bout 7 plus went t meeet dad , my cramps were killing me alrd . The pain is *&^%$#@#$% i simply hate periods . They're damn freakkinggggggggggg annoying . RAHHHHHHR ah yeah .

Wednesday : Schoool today = laughter + sadness + emo-ness + and being so out of point day . ( Ohkay maybe th out of point was only me luh ) Hahaha yeahhhhhhhhhhh im super out of point today ;D
Everybody loooked so moooody today :/ EVERYBODY SMILE OHKAY ;D I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ! MWAHS MWAHS MWAHS . LOL After schoool went downt t bugis w nats , yeah got her jeans and we walked walked walked got tired we mrt t Bishan got her hairband and offffffff we went home ;D im so damnnnnnnnnn tired .
Ikeaaaaaaaaaa next wednesday ! ;D im lovin' it ! ;D

what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

2007-04-02T02:34:00.000-07:00

But just know that i've tried to apologize

Saturday : Celebrate little Ryan's birthday ! (: Oh boy , he's sucha adorable boy . After th celebration went home t get change and went down t ps t meeet lynette and some other people f dinner/meeeting . Yeahhhhhhhhhhhh . Certain things happen in church and stuff yeah . Not gna talk about it though .

Sunday : Dad went in t Malaysia t pray , so cab-ed down t church cos there was another meeeting , yeahhhhhh but i didnt go in th end due t smthg that was annoying th shit out of me . J talked t me about certain stuffs and its like not as if i wna say this but i just had t ohkay , you asked me t be secure about your love f me , but th moment N came back you were jumping over th mooon and stuff , im just fustrated and annoyed w all this things . I wna be happy when im in church but i just cant seeem t be like i always am . Since you prefer those 3 t me than just tell me i can always leave . Like yesterday , all you bothered w was N , you just left th whole cg alone . I bet whatever i felt and think you didn't even know . How many times i cried over this stupid thing in church . How many people tried t cheeer me up .You just dont see it . All you care is N , L and H .

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! THIS IS JUST DRIVING ME INSANE IM JUST FED UP W THIS . OMGZXZZZZZZ

I LOVE YOU LUH ZELIAAAAAAAA

I so love my LP ohkay , talking t her is making me laugh like shit . HAHAH asshole leh she . We were talking about certain subject and i said this

Tess : Phyllis , dont break up w meeee , if you leave me i'll just commit suicide.

And her stupid shit reply was this ,
Phyllis : HAHAHAH I THINK I'LL DIE FIRST .

What a assshole ohkay . HAHHAHA IDIOT LUH PHYLLIS LEEEEE . LOLOLOLOLOL . Still i love that shit ;D

And I'ma have you first always in my heart

To keep you satisfied .

2007-03-30T07:45:00.000-07:00

Hey, girl, you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.

Schooool today has beeen a rather emooo momo dayyyyyyyy due t certain stuffs , yeah :/
To J : CHEEEEEEEEER UP OHKAY ;D I LOVE YOU ! <3>Stomp th yard ! ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D PYTHONSSSSSSSS !
CB died in th starting , damn sad ohkay . Th show is damn bloooodu fucking nice . lolololololololololol
Joyce is damn damn damn cute ohkay , she thought pythons were scorpios luh ! HAHAH

Movie ended they left while me , N and Jy walked t town cos i neeeded t buy little ryan's birthday present . I bought him a BIG SPONGEBOB , ( i wna keeep th spongebob f myself cos it damn fucking cute cute cute ! ) But i shall ask daddyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy t get it f me ! ;D hohoho . Went t Yoshi at cine f dinerrrrr and we talked and laughed . Jy is th sucking queeeeeeen LOLOLOLOLOLOL she sucks her lollipooooop damn fast ohkay . lololololol

Nats bused home me and Jy took th mrt and she kept smacking my ______ . Stupid shit luh you ! Monday you're gna get it from me . HOHOHO XD . LALALALA i love fridays !( though some people were kinda emooooo today )
I didn't expect that answer and stuffs , if thats what you want than fine . But you never did understand how i felt , thanks alotttttttttt manzxzzzzzzz . I hate and love you at th same time . Wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh is wrong w me . Oh fuck damnit .

I read your blog and im not gna pretend as though nthg happen , cos what you said in it affected me hell lottttttttt . I know you're not gna give a fucking damn shit about this , maybe , maybe not . I DONT KNOW OHKAY , im just fustrated w it . You just typed those stuffs thinking i wouldn't read your blog . Hello , i do and i cried like fuck while reading it . You just dont know don't you . You say as if its so easy t just pretend and not t bother about it or even hurting me . But you're thinking f yourself and not me , you didn't think about my feeelings or anything . WHY MUST ALL THIS EVEN HAPPEN IN TH FIRST PLACE . I fucking hell hate myself .

Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

2007-03-28T03:03:00.000-07:00

Would you dance
if I asked you to dance?
Would you run
and never look back?

SCHOOOL TODAY IS GREATTTTTTTTTTTTT , DAMN FUCKING HILARIOUS OHKAY . ;D (only a few moments it sucked like shit ) . Firstly , assembly omgzxzzzzzzzz MJ asked us t go home t asked our parents 2 questions
1) What do you think of students showing affections in public
2) What do you think of me showing affection in public .
She said she was going t pick anyone tmrw t answer th question f herrrrrrr . OMGZXZZZZZZ , this is soooooo crazy :/ Oh welllls .

HAHAHHA , after schooool ( this is damn damn damn hilarious ohkay )
N , J , K , D , V & A we were all at th pond area and than pearlyn was suppose t sing f A . (lolololololololol) But she delayed f like super longgggggggg its was alrd christmassssss ohkay . Than D sang "Dui mian de nu hai kan guo lai " t A . lololololololol damn funnny , th last sentence of th song D sang " wo zuo kan you kan , shang kan xia kan , dui mian na ge nu hai dou bu xiang nu hai " [?] lololololol we laughed so damn bloooody hard at it ohkay . Than A took out her shoe and threw it at D , D toook th shoe threw back at A but it didn't hit her instead it droppped into th pond ohkay . LOL we all laughed (i can feeel pacs building up ) HAHAH so they continue saying and making each other didn't bother about th shoe until A toook out her th other pair and threw it at D . Hahah A asked D t picked th shoe that was in th pond f her , and D was so funny she was like isn't that th shoe (th one that A's holding ) . All of us than said t D " Her th other shoe still in th pond luh ! its sanked down . "
Than we laugh more . Whatthhellllll ohkay . lolololololol

Taking out th shoe from th pond was super grooossss and disgusting , A's shirt was filled w algaeeeee . EEEEEK OHKAY . A was peeeping into her blouse and she was like " Any tadpole inside come out ! come out ! "
lololololol whatthhellll leh she . HAHAH than she went t hug V and V screameddddddddd . HAHAH imagine algae ohkay . DAMN BLOOODY DISGUSTING . EEEEW hahah oh yeah that reminded me og smthg , hahah th way V change into her blouse through her pe is damn damn damn damn cute ohkay . hahahah ;D ;D ;D ;D Yeah than we had th skippping thingy , hahahah but............................. ;D

Oh yeah now my schoool schoe is red , my socks are red , my left leg is RED . hahahah thanks ah natssssssssssssssss . ;D I HAD FUN TODAY . I LOVEEEEEEEE IT BABY . ;D

Would you cry
if you saw me cry?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

2007-03-27T00:11:00.000-07:00

Grown upShe just turned 16
Stuck in the moment
Dead at the scene
And it's on tonight
This is the life that you wanted, right?
So turn off all the lights
Dressed up just like a movie star
At all the parties they'll know who you are
Wouldn't it be great, to be fashionably late?
So why don't you wait, till you're sedated

Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?

Yeah what I'm saying is do you, do you want to lose it all?
Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
Cause when the push comes to the shove
It's just a dance hall drug

Step in and you can lock the door
The candles are lit and the clothes on the floor
You could take a chance on finding romance
Now you're holding hands
But he's got other plans
Tick-tock, the clock is turning red
The room won't stop spinning and thoughts in your head
And it's too late
You feel like you're making a big mistake
You should've waited

Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?

Yeah what I'm saying is do you, do you want to lose it all?
Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
Cause when the push comes to the shove
It's just a dance hall drug

Just wait love
Show 'em what you're made of

Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?

Do you, do you want to lose it all?
Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
Cause when the push comes to the shove
It's just a dance hall drug
Do you, do you want to lose it all?
Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
Cause when the push comes to the shove
It's just a dance hall drug

Oh this is to you Anon ,
Who th fuck are you , stop fucking around and you're sucha chicken .
WHATEVER , you fucking rhino ass . Fuck you (:

2007-03-26T03:05:00.000-07:00

Well I felt I couldn't take, another day inside this place

From silent dreams we never wake, and in this promise that we'll make

Spending th day at home w korkor was full of shit ohkay , hahah teaching him guitar is damnit hilarious and he made me follow him t SSDC t get his theory test done , waited f him and YAY ! HE PASSSSSSS , IM HAPPY F HIM ;D

MY LEG ISN'T GETTING ANY BETTER . Whatthfuck ohkay . Ah nevermind , im waiting f friday t come ! faster come faster come ! ;D

Cos , imma go get my piercing (after waiting f so long ) hahah , and i'll be watching STY w N , L , C , J , J ! ;D YAY ! YAY ! YAY ! ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D

Starless eyes for heaven's sake, but I hear you anyway

Well I thought I heard you

Say I like you, we can get out

We don't have to stay, stay inside this place

PHOTOOOOOOOOOOS ! ;D

2007-03-23T01:27:00.000-07:00

Our lips can touch ,
Our cheeks can brush .

ITS FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ! ;D ;D ;D i love fridays cos i can sleeeep late ohkay wait , i sleeep late everynight . lolololololol but i dont have t wake up early th next day ! ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D WAHHAHAHA , i neeed sleeeep ohkay , im deprived of it . I love fridays cos i have th same break as hahahaha , yeah yeah and other stuff also luh . But i dislike MONDAYS , i end at blooody shit 440 , wahlau make me study till my brains are like dropping out from my ears alrd ohkay . Monday is driving me insane , ends late and i always have monday bluessssss . EEEEEK :/

During cheeeeena mama lesson , jl talked t me about certain stuffs and it just made me think , yeah :/ i guess people do change afterall dont they ? I dont know .
Message breast about certain issues , and i wanted t cry so badly but i just didnt , cos theres just so many thing thats going through my mind and you guys never knew how i feel , be it in church or having lunch or anything . I never know anything that you guys did , whenever i ask , no reply . PLease im sick and tired of asking you guys every single time , im always th one taking iniative , you guys NEVER did ohkay , that what pisses me off . Think about it whenever i give attitude is because why , you guys never know how i felt , you just go off happily and leaving behind like a dumb ass idiot . I tuurned away from Him , and wanted t leave so many times but in th end i never did ohkay . I wanted things t turn out goood , but it never did cos why whatever i did , nobody seees it . Your eyes are all on L and maybe H , ohkay since they're so much better than me why not just raise them out and get me out of th cg . I've beeen an eyesore t you guys haven't i . I;ve beeen treated like a toy , whenever you're need me you're play w it , whenever you dont need it you just chuck it aside leaving it t rot . I'm just like a toy t you guys . Please stop it , take it as though im begging you . Stop hurting me w all this shit , and trying t push it all t me and you guys never take any reponsibilities . Everything ends up being pushed t ME ME ME . Asking me t go eat lunch w your and cut hair , i sat there like a foool waited f 2 damn hours and th next thing you guys wna go home alrd . Whats th point of asking me out , you guys have each other alrd what , after you accomplish on what you neeed t do , you just throw me alone and you all went home . Please f gooodnesss sake STOP IT . I'm sick and tired of it . Damnit .

Oh yeah , dadddy fetched me after schoool today (: went f lunch and i bathe and everything , waiting f him t get ready so he can send me down t church , cos theres zpm . Yeahhhhhhhhhhh initially i didnt wanted t go but because of some people , so im going . (: Yeah

Loves t alllllllllllllllllllllllllll <3

2007-03-22T01:16:00.000-07:00

Whispers "Hello, I miss you quite terribly."

I fell in love, in love, with you suddenly

Some pictures are rather old but now than i got xin t help me upload them . Thanks xin ! i love you many many ! Hahaha B&Js w her is filled w laughter but we just kept eating and eating and eating , imma oput on lotsa weight ohkay . lololololololol

Schooool today was fabulousssssssss ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D !

It was practically cam whoring time every single period ohkay , hahah when theres a cameraaaa , hahaha you'll see our faces in it baby .

I nearly lost my wallet today ohkay , scare th shitttttttt out of me ohkay . Omgzxzzzzz , i can NVER imagine if i were t lose my wallet and my precious are inside ohkay . HAHAHH , waited f dadddy t pick me up and we went f lunch and home (: im boreddddddddddddddddd

lx is soooo funnnny , talking about ah pu nehnehs . lololololololol stupid shit . HAHAHAH .

Now, there's no place else that I could be but here in your arms.

I shall let th pictures do th talking first ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D

2007-03-20T23:09:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SWEET 16 GREEEEEEENIE !
You're 16 alrdddddddddd , hohoho . Remember our date f music and lyrics ohkay ! ;D i love you many many ! Heheh

Yesterday was fun fun funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn in schoooool ;D
HAHAH , shit i got short term memory lost i cant remember what i did yesterday . I only remembered what i did after schooooooool .

Cab-ed down t bishan w nats , and we went swimming (: HAHHA swam swam swam , went t bathe walked t j8 ate a lilttle bit of macs saw dom lim , kongtat , yangqin , xuejun at mos . HAHHA yeah than i went home and had tuition w jie . Yeah than dinnner and im sickkkkkkk like shit .

2007-03-19T04:28:00.000-07:00

Well, she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor
Just for the attention.
Cause that's just ridiculously on.

First day of schoool was filled w laughterrrrrrrrrrr ;D lololololololol
Jy made laugh th most ohkay , esp during music lessson , due t some subject we were talking about , i couldnt help but t laugh so hard ohkay !
Wahlau , it was superrrrrr hilarious luhhhhhhhhh .

After schooool , we sat around first , than me , bf , lydia , joyce and charlotte went t th coffeeshop t eat ;D lololololololol
I was laughing like shit again because of joyce and bf ohkay . CHERYL CHEONG LIKES T STEAL PEOPLE'S FOOOD AND DRINK LAH !
That moron she ate like nobodies business . She kept drinking my drink and joyce drink . Shit bf luh . lolololololololol She and her irritating DUCK voice " Ohkayyyy ! Ohkayyy ! "
She sounded like duckkkkkkkkk lorrrrrrrrr . ( Bf is so gna keeeeeel me f this ) HAHAHAH who cares ! ;D ;D ;D ;D

Went back t schoool , sat down f awhile and we waited f lydia's dad t come before leaving . Walked t th bustop w bf we were laughing at some stuffs saw glendaaaaaaa ! ;D Than bf habit (STEALING PEOPLE'S FOOOD )
Thats not only a habit its her hobbie ohkay ! AHYO .
I saw aaron leeeeeee in th bus but i didnt seee him until some time , i feeeel like a idiot because he notice me and he called me a few times but i didnt hear and i didnt even seee luh , ohkay i feeeel super blind . lololol
im home now . I love today though ;D
You still dont get it do you , its you that i love and not anyone .

Well, she sure is gonna get it
Here's the setting
Fashion magazines line the walls now
The walls line the bullet holes

2007-03-16T09:01:00.000-07:00

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I haven beeeen blogging sine sunday ?! alamak , i cant remembeerrr , i shall do everything in point form then (: hohoho .

Monday = stayed home (:
Tuesday = Visit Mummy & Ah ma ! (: lololololol jonathan is super adorable 9 th lil boy that my ah ma takes care of ) He was playing w my brother , and they were yelling at each other " AH PU NEHNEH ! AH PU NEHNEH ! " It was super hilarious , i sat there laughing at th 2 silly morons . Went home f tuition after that (:
Wednesday = Had amazing race w th zone , it was ohkay luh . Quite fun luhhhhhhhh . Yeah than had steamboat at Marina (: Damn fun ! wahahaha Esmonde was so funnnny ! KS looooked like lao ah pek , cos of his oh so ah pek-ish singlet . lololololololol (: Dad came fetched jieru and minghan ! (:

Thursday-Friday = Met D1 leaders f lunch and they went t cut their hair and stuff , than they left and and i went t meeet b , d and n . (: After that we went t fine v & c . Than left ma , b , d and n went t esplanade (: We all went kinda emo mo mo . lololololololol than over t d's house ! (: had a goood chat w d . It was awesome ! i love you d ! ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D
Friday had Zone D meeeting and Revival Meeting ! (:
Zone Meeeting was alright , i love revival meeeting cos i learnt alot and WOW , Pst. Lia prayed f me and it was really amazing when she popped that question at me , i just felt so annointed whenever Pastors pray f me or even during worships (: Afteer th meeeting Pst. Lia gave me a hug (: i really love her ! and imma grow t be a strong girl in God ! Amen ! ;D ;D ;D ;D WHOOOOPEEE DOOOOPS ! Yeah baby .
(: booooo , i misss you terribly . I wna huggggggg you so bad
I love you , always .

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine .

2007-03-11T23:10:00.000-07:00

And the record keeps playing,
The same old song,

Sunday = Sentosaaaaaaaa + Ignite conference at Bethesdral Cathedral (:
Met th whole D zone at habour front at around 930 and and and we went t vivo t get th tickets and we took th vivo train in t sentosaaaaaa (: yeah .

We went t silosoooo beachy beach , th weather was fine , and i got myself a chance t tann cos im like a white chicken . :/ yeah they played i tanned and i fell asleeeep under th sorching hot sun , yo woked me up and my face was red like a lobsterrrrrrrrrrr , now its hurting . D:

Ahya , worth it i think , hahah smugled in t costa sand resort w lynette and th rest t bathe . And alll of us rushed down t Bedok cos we were all running late f Ignite alrd . Yeah , th auditorium was quite big and yeah finished around 1030 ? Dad called and stuff .

Than ivan came t talk t me bout certain stuffs which made me think , Thanks Ivan ! ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D i know you're reading so imma remind you t tagggggggggggg puh-leaseeeeeeeee .
Went t eat at bedok before going .

Reached home and brother got a new phone f mum , dad changed his , and im waiting t change my damn phone . I'm gna yelled at my brother . That moron used my line luhhhhhhhh . Tsk irritating annoying brother .

I'm staying home today (:
hey lovely , i misss you so much and i just can't tell it t you straight cos i know what might happen or what will happen if i were t tell you . But yet , hope that you'll know that im trying t tell you this and i want you t know i love you and that i never did stop loving you cos you were th one that made my daily life happier and livier , without able t talk t you th past few months were torture , finally now im able t talk t you again was what really made me a happier person again . I just love you so much sweeetheart (: im wanting you , always .

The hipsters mean mugging on me all night long,
They say "Aha, ahha",

2007-03-10T06:22:00.000-08:00

It was the roar of the crowd

That gave me heartache to sing.

It was a lie when they smiled

Hello ivan , i know you're reading (:Last night was out w natsy was awesome (:

Met her at Bugis , and b was there . WAHLAU next time im just gna shutup ohkay , if not B say me noisy . RAHHHHR , that stupid idiot . lolololololol , B left me and nats went over t bugis streeeet , wewent t bugis cafe t grab a bite first before heading over t shop (:

Ate and we wanted t get our B but , it was alll rather expensiveeeeeeee so we decided not t buy instead we bought .... hohoho ! my favourite bbbbbb hahahah ! i shan't say it . But i think its damn niceeeeee . Right nats !

nats had t leave send her t th mrt and i went back bugis t meeeet love (:

She's damn chooosy ohkay , she cant decide what bag she wna buy ohkay . Picky piggggggggg . lalalalalala

Than we walked all th way t citylink from bugis , she talked t me bout some serious stuffs that made me cry ): how nice lorrrrrrr , but it was worth it though . Yeah she went oofff send her offf and i walked back t suntec t meeeeet dad .

He took years t come ohkay , called C t acccompany me t talk while waiting f that KING . ah yeah than stayed there till bout 1 plus and went home , dropped dead tired i tell you .

Today = Service at YWCA . Th place was freaking stufffy , everybody sweating like chickens and cows like thattttttttttttt . lolololololol it was super stuffy ohkay . Oh yeah before service went t catch a movie first watched Th pursuit of happinessss , its damn damn damn damn damn freaking nice ;D Will Smith's son is hell adorable ! ;D omgzxzzzz i want himmmmmmm . HAHHAHA ohkay dream on ohkay .

Service was ohkay , lasted f 3 hours , yeah . After service went t parkmall f dinnner , than talked t ivannnnnnnn . IVAN I KNOW YOU'RE READING MY BLOG SO PLEASE LEAVE A TAG . HAHAHAH . ;D THANK YOU VERY MUCH . Dad came t fetch me after that .

Sentosaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa tmrw (: thats love baby . Cos i neeed t tann badly i look like a white chicken . HAHHAHA

imma happy girl now cos we're talking t each other and i love that (: but still i cant bring myself t tell you how i feel being afraid of what would happen . But i just misss you so much yet i cant myself t say it t you love . I love you more than anything ;D

And said, you won't feel a thing

And as we ran from the cops

We laughed so hard it would sting

2007-03-09T01:09:00.000-08:00

It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you

Tuesday & Wednesday was alright (: yeah
Went down t church on tuesday i think ? i cant remember what i did
Went t visit fifi at th hospital on wednesday , met mom , Towned and shopped a little . Yeah
Yesterday came straight home cos i was tooo tired t go anywhere plus i was going t have tuition , watch a little bit of teevee , and i fell asleeeep on my sofaaaaaa (:

Tuition was alright , went through most of th stuffs , ended at around 9 ?
Rushed t Cold Storage t buy th stuff f th potluck we were having today , yeah (: than went f supper/dinner . Ate chillli crabssssss yum yum !
My dad and bro are hilarious people that makes me laugh so hard , esp. my bro (: i so love him now . Damnit , he just graduated .

Today was alright though i was disappointed w my results and attendance mainly because its my fault so yeah ): im at faulttttttttttttttt :l but th feeeling is just so sucky . At least some people were there t brighten my day (: OH OH OH ! BOYFRIEND'S PASSPORT PHOTO IS SUPER FUNNNY ! ;D HAHAH WE LAUGHED AND LAUGHED NON-STOP OHKAY . Ohkay , im being mean , but its really funnny ohkay luh quite cute luh . HAHAH

After schoooool stayed in schooool w th bunch of crazy people and than we went t th opposite mama store t get things t eat and stuff , but me and nats left early . I went home while she went out (: Yeah
Meeeeeting natsy watsy at 7 at bugis (:
lovely baby (:
I'm feeeling extremely down now , yet i dont know how t tell you how much i want t cry on your shoulder and wished that you would give me a hug (: plus i misss you so bad . Not being able t see you makes me sad enough , now my results i just neeed you so bad .

I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hole in my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

2007-03-06T06:21:00.000-08:00

I chronicled the days you made me want to live

Memorize the way that it felt and then I turned into this kiss

Oh today a rather nice day i can say (:

schoool was fun as usual , what do you expect when you have a bunch of crazy asses friends that makes you laugh a single tiny winy bit instead of having tears and sorrows . Yeah , getting th song "Thunder" stuck into nats head (: disturbing lydia w me telling her "i love you ! i love you ! "

Talking w zelia&zaboooth in schooool was really nice , got t know more things and getting shocked by all th news and stuffs . I got tinkerbell stickerrrrrrs ! ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D i love love love tinkerbellllll , i think she's freaking pretty though she's just a fairytale characterrrrr . AH YEAH

After schoool , me zaboooth , sardine & nats went f lunch at Novenaaaaaa . Had pasta maniaaaaaa baby (: oh yeah shioky shiok shiok
HAHAH , elizabooooth th great took PM's table no . lolololololololololol

Went t toy'r'us and we playeddddd ;D whooooopeeee dooops .

Bought a Spongebob & winnie th poooh&tigger balloon (:
After awhile we all left , so i trained down t church t passs chew chew chew her spongebob balllooony baby , she cut her hair like no difference ohkay . Xin , you dont loook tann , but your face was red . HAHAHAH

Waited in church f dad till about 8 plus yeah went f dinner and home (:

im falling more & more f you , i misss you so fucking bad . Wishing i could just give you a hug when i see you , but yet im unable t . All i could do was just t get a glimpse of you each time i see you and im unable t tell you how i feeel about you . I misss those times back then (: Still , i wna tell you how i really feeel about you cos im falling more f you . I love you (:

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)

Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why

I tried

I tried to read between the lines

I tried to look in your eyesI want a simple explanation

For what I'm feeling inside

I gotta find a way out

Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road

Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know

Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)

Today I'm on my own

I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone

I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass

And longing for the breeze

I need to step outside

Just to see if I can breathe

I gotta find a way out

Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope

I'm wrapped up in vines

I think we'll make it out

But you just gotta give me time

Strike me down with lightning

Let me feel you in my veins

I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder, and I said

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

Oh baby bring on the pain

And listen to the thunder

Tonight I'm wearing my best smile and hope to make me worth your while

I'll be the best mistake you'll ever make

2007-03-02T18:54:00.000-08:00

I haven't seen you around you know where to be found
I wonder what happened to you

Schoool was sucky yesterday , ohkay maybe not really besides that part where i hide myself in th toilet and cry . lololololololol .
SK ! (: thanks f telling me those things and making me feeel better ;D SK rock manzxzzzzz .

HAHAH , After schooool went home bathe and got ready as i was going out w LAUGHING PILLLLLLLL ! ;D ;D ;D ;D WHOOOPEEEE DOOOOOPEEEE ! I love love love going out w herrrrr .
So fun , its was still raining like cows and chicken when i met her at kovan so we trained t town (: went over t fareast first cos she neeeded t cut her hair , HAHAHAH th hairdresser ket saying this "Sjc , sup ! "

After cutting her hair we bused t heeren as it was still drizzling and haha yeah we were lazy t walk also luh . So we went t take neos , how long have i not taken neos . lolololololol . Wanted t eat at Village but it was like Marche like that so we decided not tooo , went over t cine wanted t eat Hk cafe but it was frigging crowded , and so was pasta maniaaaa . ): than we walked t foood republic it was effing crowded , so we decided we wanted t walk t Wheeelock t eat Nydc , but ta ma de it was crowded , so i decided lets just go t Gardens and eat . Hahah cabed over t Gardens and we went t Liquid Kitchen (: Eat , drank and we talked .

OH OH OH OH ! there was this part we pranked called someone , th conversation was super funny i was laughing like shit , Laughing pilll luh keeep making me laugh . Than we left and we talked abit at th bustop , helped LP t flagged a cab . Saw Wendy , and dad came . Yeah didnt meeet yx in th end . HAHAH
LAUGHING PILLLL WO AI NI HEN DUO HEN DUO ! (:
I wna go out w you again ! ;D

2007-03-01T02:46:00.000-08:00

I was yound but i wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turn around to leave
and still i have the pain i have to carry
a past so deep that even you could not burry if you tried

After all this time
i never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but i couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that i loved you more than you'll ever know
and part of me died when i let you go

I would fall asleeep only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like as it was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing into the flooor

After all this time
i never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but i couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that i loved you more than you'll ever know
and part of me died when i let you go

After all this why
would you ever want to leave it
maybe you could not believe it
that my love for you was blind
but i couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that i loved you more than you'll ever know
and part of me died when i let you go

and i loved you more than you'll ever know
and part of me died when i let you go

2007-02-28T04:14:00.000-08:00

When we first met, it seemed so right
Me and you
We had it all, we had it made
What we had was true

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASLENE ! ;D

Schooool today was alright (: nthg much happen . Yeah .
Afteer schoooool , waited at th bustop f jamieeeee but she was so funny cos she had stop at th wrong bustop . Hahaha ! ohkay ohkay partly its my fault cos i counted wrongly (:

Got onto 53 and she was inside there (: yeah bused t Bishan and we mrted t Dbgod . During th journey i was being bullied by JAMIEEEE LEEE luh . How nice of her manzxzzzzz , she kept making my neck , she started calling me rubbish names and claimed that i was molesting her . Who wna molest you luh ! You ego woman . lololololololololol

Had worship sesssion than rushed down t dad's work place took his keys cos i was so careless t left my keys in schoool , XIE TIAN XIE DI BOYFRIEND INFORMED ME AND SHE HELPED ME KEEEP THEM ! ;D THANKS A MILLION BOYFRIEND ! I LOVE YOU ! HAHHA YOU ROCK OHKAY . I magine i lost th keys , i'll be slaughter ohkay . My locker key and other key . HENG AH !
Went t PS ate bought mango juice and home ! (:
i misss you so bad , i wna see you now

Tonight all i see is your face now on everyone else.
And now i know how scared you were all by yourself.
When the phone rings do you ever hope that it's me?
Do you ever dream of a day when we will still be?

There's nothing without you.
the days once had are through.
I'm lost, broken, confused
But i won't give up on you ...

But the years have passed, and we didn't last
The test of time
See you now and then, thought you were my friend
That was wrong this time

2007-02-27T00:14:00.000-08:00

Tell them lies and they will believe you
When you're honest they will deceive you

LAM ! HAPPPY SWEEEEEET 16 ! ;D
Oh yeah , you're 16 now . HAHAH can nc16 show lorrrrrrrrrrr . HAHAH lams a great guy ! <3

Oh hello ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D . Schooool today is fun w th usual peeeps ;]
Running away w nats from M.K hahhah ! and and and and and sittting at th back of th asssembly area singing w them and talking rubbish . I HATE TH FUCKING BALLERINA THAT LEARNS FUCKING BALLET . She learn ballet i learn ballet lehhhhhhhhhhhh . Fuck you bitch , dont corrupt my cousin f gooodness sake . Get a life . RAHHHHHHR .

Anw , im home now (: yeah and and and im meeting jamie ltr ? i guesss .
Aye , i wna drink orange juiceeeeeeeeeeeeeee (: Ann na is a big idiot , she carries me f th 2nd time and just throw me down . THANKS ALOT :/ .

NATASHA IS SO ATTRACTIVE THAT PEOPLE STARTS T FALL IN LOVE W HER . HAHAHAH ! ;D
I'll pass you your love letter tmrw . Jy i never forget you luhhhhh , i'll pass you yours tmrw tooo ! :D Ah yeah baby . I wna go do my maths .
Theres skipping tmrw . EEEEEEEEK .

If you love them they will just leave you
But if you play them they will stay with you

2007-02-26T07:06:00.000-08:00

We watch this blackness eat away the cold blue sky
Terrified, this is our last goodbye

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH XIANG AH ! ;D
lololololol ! you're 19 alrd manzxzzzz , old man ! HAHAHAH ! (: Hope you enjoy today :D D1 love you ! ;D

COMMON TESTS ARE FINALLY OVER .
HAHAHAH and im freaking happy , Chem&Bio paper today was alright , though my brains got stuck w some auestions which i was figuring how t do . My brain is lagging very badly . AYE what t doooo , im having a short term memory lost . HAHHAHA .

Anw , after schoool went home t change met xin&xiang at heeeren they came t fetch me cos it was raining like cats & dogs i was wet slighty . HAHAH waited f them , they came went t suki first , sat down and xiang couldn't stop eating his cream puffs , he ate plates of them . He didn't even wait f Jamie , Yo t come than eat , he just started off without them . HAHAH me and xin at another table started first cos we were super HUNGRY plus calling Van so many times but she was sleeeping . Pooor girl she's down w a fever D: TAKECARE VAN ! (: WE'LL PRAY F YOU ! heheh .

Ate ate ateeeeee , than me & jamie and th rest started t plan f xiang's birthday . HAHAH we stuffed wasabi into th cupcake and he was made t eat it , he was like "can i dont it . " Hahah his face was red alrd . HAHAHAH so much f being th birthday boy .
Headed over t wisma then (: sat a starbucks and slack than xin and eric left , not long gwen and winifred came ! ;D winifred is super adorable ohkay ! HAHAHAH , they left cos winifred had t buy stuffs from fareast .
Than noel and joyce came and dexterrrrrr tooooooo ! (:

HAHHAA took pictured and stuffs slack all th way till bout 9 plus walked t heeren walked f awhile and went t cine and than dad came t pick me up . Uncle Ronald's daughter is Sec 2 this year . OMFG who's by th surname of Mark ?! HAHAHHA
I NEED T SLEEEEEP NOW . BYEBYE
Oh yeah fasting tmr till thurs (: fruit juice & water & mints ;D

The dead will walk the streets tonight
In my nightmare we never last this night

2007-02-25T06:12:00.000-08:00

2007-02-25T05:50:00.000-08:00

The end of the world's in front of me
Hard to believe all I see

Lunch at ps today w D3 , D5 ? and 3 pathetic D1s . I waited like a moron at ps entrance cos so many didnt even come luh . whatthhellllllll . Nevermind nevermind . Ayeeeee service was alright , Pastors are back and yeah .

Dinner at parkmalll , ate and J called me than yx & J came t parkmall t look f me . HAHAH how nice of them t come and find me , ohkay whatthhellll , saw J first word that came out is fuck . Stupid idiot talked t both of them and and and and i left . Yeah , dad fetched me went t accompany him t eat than home . Whatthfuck , th damn com dont wna let me upload th pistures . Fuck shit luh , assshole . RAHHHHHR annoying piece of shit . Omfg i like yx's hair ohkay . Its nice ;D hahahah .

Chem & Bio paper tmrw , im gna screw both papers , my brains are lagging and their like dead or something . AHHHH I NEEED T STUDY MAN . D: after tmrws paper freeee t do anything . YAY ! ;D
tmrw ! tmrw ! tmrw ! im gna love tmrw cos im gna get my piercing , oh yeah baby ;D zaboooooooth ! tmrw !

It comes so close but pulls away
To let me stay another day

2007-02-24T08:32:00.000-08:00

Starin' at the broke street light,
Some of those lonely nights,
I didn't know if we would make it through.

Today was fantasticcccccccc ! ;D
Met those people at foodcourt than went t Yamahaaaaa t loook f nats ! (:
Chattttttttt than she had t go f guitarrrr w ql , so me and lx went t parkmall and sit and drink while waiting f them t finish their lesson , toook some photos and yeah i got punched , hit , whacked by seetoh lx so many times ohkay ! THANKS ALOT AH LX ! How "nice" of you . HAHAH ! but its ohkay luh i forgive you . hohoho say im nice manzxzzzz .

After their guitar end went back t ps t meeeet them and we mrted t orchard walked t fareast ate fried mars barrrrrr ! ;D ;D ;D ;D yummmy baby . (: whoooopeee dooopeee !
Than nats went t fetch jy & lx helped me and ql but honeydew sago t drink (: nice nice niceeeeeee :D heheh
Lx was so lazy t walk t heeren/cine/takaaa we had t take a bus and y'know what th bus didnt go th way it was supposed t , cos why CHINGAY CHINGAY CHINGAY was th cause of it , so we had t stop at th next bustop and walked all th way back t takaaaaaaaaa .

Tried looooking f ms seetoh lx sunglasses but couldn't find it so we went over t cine and walk f awhile before heading t rocky's t sit and drink and talkkkkkkk . (: Saw N.L , K & M . yeah hahahha . sat there f hours took photos and stuffs 9i'll upload th photo asap (: )

They went f dinner while i didn't cos i had t walk all th way back t fareast there cos cousin was gna treat th whole LAM family dinner (: Squeeeezed through th crowd , i nearly died so stuffy . i cannot tahan lorrrrrrr ! Finally reached Goodwood saw yan zi jie jie and kelvin (: walked w them t th restaurant .

Played w my niece and nephew ! OMFG they're freaking adorable ohkay , how i wish i can just bring them home luh ! Fun playing w them but also belly tiring . HAHAH than we all left (: HOME now im f shit sleeeepy . GOOODBYE .

2007-02-23T18:45:00.000-08:00

I'm looking for answers
To all the questions no one knows
Bleeded and begged

I hope that days comes easy and moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

More then anything, more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more then you take.

Oh More then anything, Yeah, and more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,Yeah, this, is my wish.

Asked you for nothing
But something showed
Your uneasy eyes, the sweat on your forehead .

2007-02-23T04:31:00.000-08:00

The blackest night, we never needed more
We used to dream of all that we wished for

POAAAAAAAA & E Maths paper today was crap .
POA paper = screwed like shitzxzzzzz ohkay , ohkay maybe because i dont pay attention in MT classs , but seriously her lessona are boring and you'll fall asleeeep while listening t her explaining over and over again . I neeed a POA tuition teacher badly/desperately . Anyone ? (:

Maths paper = ohkay ohkay , there was few question which i got stuck and my brain couldn't think . Some question looked as though theres no link t th question ? AH heck , its over .

After th paper , me , jy & nats was waiting f 52 when we saw KARINA LOU XUE TING . HAHAHAHAH OHKAY THIS IS DAMN FUNNNNY ( t me luh ) . Y'know why , when 53 came th bustop was crowed like f alrd , than i just went t tell this t karina jokingly but i didnt expect her t do it ohkay !

Me : Eh , Karina i dont think we can even get onto th bus , but if you are able t do so . I'll "reward" you .
Karina : Hahah ! ohkay you say one ah .
Me : Eh ! you take my words seriously ?!

Next moment , you see her chiong-ing&pushing her way through t get onto th bus ohkay !
KARINA LOU ! YOU'RE DAMN KIASU OHKAY ! HAHAH YOU CHIONGED UP JUST BECAUSE YOU WANTED YOUR " REWARD" RIGHT . HAHAHAH ! OMFG YOU'RE DAMN FUNNNNY CAN . TH WAY YOU PUSHED YOUR WAY THROUGH TH CROWD . BELLY KIASU LEH .
3 OF US WERE LAUGHING AWAY OHKAY .

OH OH OH ! i remembered ! HAHAHA ! Karina and Jy's & my convert at th bustop .

Karina : Jy , where you going ?
Jiaying : You so kpo f what .

Karina : Tess , where you going ?
Jiaying : Tell her "why you so kpo ? "
Me : *laughs ! Hahah somewhere , why wna follow me is it .
Karina : *nthg t say .

OMFG , jy was damn funnnny luh , th way she answered karina ! HAHAHA ! i was laughing and karina just kept quiet .

Since th bustop was so crowded , 3 of us deicided t walk t th previous bustop . So we walked and waited f th bus than we got onto th bus made our way t Bishan (:
Went t Fairprice got th stuffs and we headed t nats house . Nats asked me and jy whether we were hibernating at her house , cos we bought lots of snacks . HAHAHAH ! But end up we didn't ven finish ohaky . Whatthblooodyhell . (:
:D ate ate ate and more snacks . HAHHAHA . Than we started t bake and we had lotsa fun doing it . HAHAHAH omg omg omg ! i want t bake again , damn fun ! :D hehe
Took alot of photos , waiting f nats t upload than i'll upload (: heh
After everything chat & nats got ready , left th house and we cabed t j8 cos she was late . Met B and they left . Jy was nice enough t wait f a cab w me (: THANK YOU JY YOU'RE DAMN NICE ! I LOVE YOU LUH :D
Hahah now im home ! yay ! :D i love today !
P.S i think , im falling more f you (:

I hear the silence but it sounds so strange
I never felt this type of pain .

2007-02-22T06:10:00.000-08:00

Shaking on the outside
Because of what I'm feeling inside

SB is leaving f Australiaaaaa tmr D: whatthfuckkkkkkkk . This can't be happening man . SB WHY NOW THAN YOU TELL ME , YOU IDIOT I HATE YOU ! WAHLAU YOU'LL BE THERE TILL TH 9th MARCH . Thats a freaking long way t go ohkay ! D: You shit moron , im gna misss you like f ohkay .All th talks and shits we have through th night . Omfg , those times were th best can ;]
You were there f me when i was down and stuffs , you tried you ultimate best t cheeer me up by singing and saying funny stuffs t make me laugh . THANK YOU SB ;D
Its just sad t hear that you're leaving f Australiaaaaa tmr and you'll be back like what 9th March , ohkay this might sound dumb as though as you're not gna come back or whatever but seriously luh i'll misss you like shit ohkay . Whatever it is take care of yourself alright (:
I love you (:

My chest is fucking hurting
And my stomach's fucking burning

2007-02-22T01:56:00.000-08:00

This valentine is doomed
The smell of blood has filled this room

Had SS and Geog paper today . Whatthfuckkkkkkkkkkkkk , i screwed both papers can , omfg im gna fail like shitzxzzzzzz manzxz . Pangsai luh D: B, D and A were happily using my name and they were singing so loud on th 3rd flooor luh ! Thanks ah .

After schoool , went f lunch w jy , kiah & nats . Saw yx and V . Omgzxzzzz yx ! wahlau you go put ____ never tell me ! :/ you piggggggg . Oh you say you'll accompany me when i go get my piercing aye ! (: Hahah kay goood .

Just finished tuition and omgzxzzz it sucked like hell ohkay , last lesson and it suck . I was tooo tired t even concentrate man . Crap , theres POA ct tmr and i dont even know a single shit . As in i dont understand luh . Is there somebody t help me ? Whos th kind and nice one t help me w th stinky POAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA . dont even understand what MT is talking about , she talks as though she's talking t herself like that . Alamakkkkkk . Oh yeah , theres maths paper also . Pangsai , whylikethatttttt . Right after CNY only have common test ):

If I could do it all again
I would change most every single thing .

2007-02-20T23:31:00.000-08:00

Is this good bye?
Well you'd be better off dead
Than lying here alone

GONG HEI FATT CHOI ! :D

Past few days have been greattttttttttt .
Sunday : Went t my ah ma's place bai nian and everything than head over t my aunt's place stayed there till bout 7 and i finally got t meeet th little baby boy axel (: He's half american manzxzzzzzzz :D
Monday : Went over t my third aunt's place early in th morning t help out w cousin alll th way tilll night , didn't manage t go t nats place though D: Westly was rather noisy crying every now and than over some small little thing . That boy , aye he's still cute though :D
Tuesday : Went t bishan t meeet Huimin first f lunch and than xiang came t meeet us , mrted t Khatib t meeet polly and th rest but end up only th 4 of us were there so we asked polly t go home and get her back and we just head stright t dale's house cos most of them either just wake up or they're not coming . Yeah , waited f polly and andy t come and they toook million of years t reached manzxzzzzzzzz . After which , mrted t TPY and we walked t dale's house . My legs were dying alrd , all th standing and waiting and walking f hours omgzxzzzzzz , i nearly dieed ohkay . Reached dale's house and xiang and andy and dale started t play ps2 and i sat on th sofaaaa zoning out . lololololololol huimin was th cutest she brought her homework w her and she looked so pek chek while doing it , poooor girl its chinese new year and she still have one whole stack of A &E maths t do . Her teacher just killed her instantly . Ha , i kind of like fell aslept on dale's comfortable sofaaaaa , it was so nice t sleeeep ohkay ! plus i was tired so you can't blame me righttttttttt . Dale still can laugh at me :/ tsk .
Waited f dale t get ready than we walked back t TPY mrt met jamieeeeeeeeeeeee :D and we waited f bus 88 . Yeah , zhixiang was trying t be Wang Li Hom in th bus , he tried imitating him but he failed . HAHAH he kept singing Wei Yi by WLH luhhhhhhhh , he just can't get tired of that song please . Jamie started singing " I see your true colours.... " Hahah so funnny please . (: i bet jamie is gna kill me if she seeees these . HAHAH but nevermind luh . It was a super long bus journey t Xinjie's house but it was fun though w them making a foool out of themselves in th bus that kept me laughing .
Reached Xinjie's house and alottttttttttttt of people were there . E2 and D5 were alrd there plus we D1 add in , th house is scattered w all th church peeeps . HAHAH watch teee veeee and we played wacko . Everybody was trying t sabo Xinjie , pooooor girl hahahha . After th game we went t eat our dinnnerrrr xin's parents cooked (: YUMMMY , s called me than and (*&^%$#!@#$%% so annoying . Ahya heck :D hahah After eating chew , eric and shermaine came ! :D than joyve , colleeen and frank came tooo ! Whoooopeeeee Dooopeeee so many of them can . Adri and wendy and Elizabeth came . Hahaha adri looks super cute in that red top (: Bout 9 plus 10 frank , colleen , vanessa , eric , shermaine , jamie , huimin , dexter , zhixiang , me , joyce , yolander and a few more of us went t chomp chomp f tao hui and chocolate tao hui ! :D best manzxzzz so many of us . HAHHAH after a while daddy came t pick me up and love called me and talked f awhile , thanks f that message love , it really made me feeel so much better (: you better get some sleeeep you haven slept f th past 2 days :/ . I love you girl ! (:
Wednesday : Schoool today was great as usual , but i was super sleeeeeepy . Theres SS and Geog common test tmr , so deaddddddd can .
Rahhhhrrrr . i dont like Common Test ): I so want t kill my cousin alrd . Stupid woman . rahhhhhhhhr . I better go study f SS and Geog alrd . Byebye ! (: loves t allllllllllllllllll <3>

I'm desperately waiting
For the beating of my heart
It just won't come .

2007-02-16T17:10:00.000-08:00

I'll stop the world and melt with you
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time

The weeeeek has beeen so far so goood :D and im happy bout that . Oh yeahhh .
Met laughing pilllllllllllllll on tuesday which was fab , cos i missss her like shitzxzzzz , seee that laughing pillllllll . I MISSSSSS YOU :D HAHAHAH
Wednesday was Valentine day , and it was super fun (: Oh thanks boyfriend, Zhixian,Chin& Chong f th ballllllllllll . Super cute and damn dun t play ohkay . HAHAH ohkay ohkay thank everyone else f th gifts :D
I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL W ALLL MY HEART ! (:
Yesterday was Chinese New Year celebration , th concert was freaking hilarious , due t some of th performances . HAHAHAHAH plus richa was sitting super near me and that explains why toooo . Faith that moron kept saying she wanted t go up on th stage t sing but in th end she didn't you moron luh ! HAHAHAH we were laughing at least 3/4 of th whole concert . I bet our area was th noisiest manzxzzzzz . After everything stayed in schooool f awhile . Saw cousin and OMGZXZZZZZZZ I KNOW WHO'S HER CRUSH ! AHHH AHHHH AHHHH Secret keeeeeper ni zai na li ! HAHAHAH
Bused home , bathed and everything watch a little bit of teeeveee before going off t bugis . Afterwards met them at vivo (: and Homed :D oh yeah .
Today is reunion dinerrrrrrrrrr baby . At th same old usual placeeeeeee (:

And there's nothing you and I won't do
I'll stop the world and melt with you

2007-02-12T06:12:00.000-08:00

Stare at you as you slit my wrist
And as we share our last kiss
Hold me as we die

Monday isn't really a goood day at long , it has beeeen a super long day f me , schoool finish at 4 , and i rushed home because i had tuition at 430 t 830 . I died ohkay , it was so tring , i was dying t sleeeeep mannzxzzzzz .
2 more days t valentine (: HAHHA .
tmr is gna be a goood day ! :D im collecting th flowers , meeeting laughing pillllll like finally ! After ages manzxzzzzz , i misss her . HAHA
Gelare after that (: YAY ! im gna love tmr . HEHEHEH
i neeed t sleeeeep .

Empty bottle to deal with this
Pictures to reminisce
Hold me, say goodbye

2007-02-11T05:43:00.000-08:00

Tonight all i see is your face now on everyone else
And now i know how scared you were all by yourself.
When the phone rings do you ever hope that it's me?
Do you ever dream of a day when we will still be?

Laughing pillll went t type out what i message her in her blog and i feeeeeel so embae now . OMgzxzzzzzzzzzz laughing pillllllllllllll make ma malu only (: Everybody will just laugh at me when they seee what i message you ah . But th dream was super funnnnnny please . HAHAHAH "boyfriend" . Must be i missss you tooo much alrd , no wonder i'll dream of you :D im seeeing you on tues aye ! YAYE ! i love you manzxz . :D :D :D :D .
Laughing pillllllllllllllllllll , i wish you can just pop out in my house now luh , im feeeling super down today because of some things that has beeeen bothering me . I dont know why ohkay , i just dont know why things are turning this way . I mean like when did we tease jamie . Its more like im th one being tease by those people about me & e . And th people that keeep saying it is them . But instead i get discipled . Ohkay i agreee certain things might be my fault and stuffs , but certain stuffs i find its unfair . But nobody seees it . Getting discipled by you was painful , but people say getting discipled is because you cared . You said you love me thats why you disciple me but i just feeeel so pain whenever you disciple me cos i loook up t you th most and i respected you th most . Hearing you shout at me just now just made my heart break , i didn't expect it t turn out this way . I'm not saying that i hate t get disciple and stuff but its just that getting discipled risk me backsliding , i've already drift away from Him before and now im drifting away again . I know i got t be more firm and not let th devil turn me away from Him . I dont deny that im angry when i got discipled cos there was certain stuffs that you didn't knew . But now since its like that nevermind already , cos you might still be angry/disappointed w me and stuffs . So yeah . You might be reading this now . But just let me rant out my feeelings .
Anw , i just wna thank ernest! & maniam ,tock , cheryl , chun kit , jomain just now (:
ChunKit ! (: Hahah , i just wna say thank you t you f trying t cheeer me up by playing th guitar and singing f me (: You're forever so cheeerful manzxzzzzzz . Hahah
Everybody has beeen so caring and stuffs , thanks alot guys .

There's nothing without you.
The days once had are through.
I'm lost, broken, confused
But i won't give up on you ...

2007-02-09T09:09:00.000-08:00

So fall back on all of your premonitions
And just learn to listen
To those that have more wisdom than you

Todays a lovely day ! (: Heheh after schoool , went t watch th table tennis interschool competiton f awhile before heading t nats's house w jiaying (: . Guesssss who we saw outside schooooooool . O.O
SAMANTHA YEO HUI XIAN ! :D yup ! yup ! its her once again . Hhahah , talked than her bus came and she left , than 53 came took t bishan and we waited f 410 . Saw clarence and some other people , yeah (:
Reached nats house and wowwww her rooooom colour is nice manzxzzzz , super striking . HAHAH while she was bathing me and jia just sat there talking about rubbish and we were laughing and stoning . HAHAH than we were figuring out something . Yeah (: HAHHA bused back t bishan nats left and i walked low jiaying home (: before heading t novena t wait f them . Reached novena and i waited superrrrrrrrr long f them t come T.T my legs were breaking . Ah heck (:
After everything , mrted t cityhall and walked t suntec met nats and bird there had a drink and we went up t meeeet daddy at guild house than we were looookiung at stars and stuffs , talked and dad sent them home (: YAYE ! im home nowwwww . Theres hearts t hearts tmr :/ AT 10am THAT SUPERRRRR EARLY . I WANT MY BEAUTY SLEEEEEEEEEP MANZXZZZZZZ .

And just stop
Putting so much stock
In all of this stuff
Live your life for those that you love .

2007-02-06T20:25:00.000-08:00

I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can't believe this is the end

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUAAAAAAAAA ! :D

Schoool this weeeek and last weeek was alrightttttt , nthg much happen though . Except f getting caught f socks . :/ CG on monday but i didn't go , yeah yeah . Worship session today im not going tooo . CG on friday im not going tooo . AH YEAH . i have my reasons .
omfg , its like @#$%^&*&^%$# . Ohkay im just ranting out my fustrations . Damnit , everything is just crashing down on me like nobodies businesss , and im like being blame f everything . If not f chew and josh and huimin , i would have died . Pigasses pissing me off everytime . UGH , im so irritated yet i can't write it out . I RATHER NOT infact . Its not about You so dont think toooo much . Its about other stuffs . what th f is wrong w me man . I neeeed LPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP nowwwww . LAUGHINGPILLLLLL i neeeed you man (: You make me laugh like crap when im down or what so ever .
ALAMAKKKKKK . JC ! how how how how how . You just tell me how . Ohkay damnit . Ahya , anw hope you like th present (: i'll talk t you sooon .
Hello friend (:
Thanks f th talks , and letting me rant out all my troubles t you (:
I feeel so much better talking t you when i was down and stuffs .
Your smses made me feeel so much better (: Thanks f everything .
I love you chew ! :D you rock
Junw (:
ALAMAK . i never forget you ohkay . thanks f being there f me tooo (:
Hahah , you're damn nice t bully and alllll kays . But dont misss my bullying when i leave kays . HAHAH and th phone conference w junj and you was damn funnny , you 2 made me laugh like pangsai . :D
ZHIXIANG ! hahha so how are you gna surprise D1 tell me ! tell me ! (: HAHAH . eh you pig , you pon lecture dont think i dont know ! Anw , seee you on saturday ! (:

But this is my deathbed
I lie here alone
If I close my eyes tonight
I know I'll be home

2007-02-05T03:20:00.000-08:00

Excuse me but i've got a request
Could you take the gag off of my mouth

Schoool today has beeen pretty fun , hahha playing th games during breaks was th funniest , but my hand was being smacked alot of times . HAHAH . schoool ended late today but time pass kinda fast today . Hahah , ohkay crap . After schoool went t hlm w kiahweeeeeee (: ate and i saw SAMANTHA YEO XIAN HUI ! How long have i not seeeen her manzxzzzzz . Her hair is like not black anymore . tsk anw , i'll blog more later . yeah yeah . Ohkay bye
SORRY FELICIA GOH SHI LING .

I admit that i'm fairly impressed
Cause you're the best at blocking me out

2007-02-01T03:03:00.001-08:00

This speech is merely words.
It's even worse because it rhymes.

Today is so not a goood day , all th bad things happen today :/ ohkay maybe not all but most of it . Ahya , dont wna talk about it . Went home halfway today cos of my damn gastric , kor kor was nice enough t come and fetch me home (: thanks kor kor ! i love you ohkay , so stop bullying me alrd T.T he was supposed t go back t school after he fetched me but he didnt want t , seee lazyyyyyyy . That tooot pooooot went t his rooom and he went t sleeeeep like a pig . :/ The pain is efffing pain i tell you . C even said that i should swallow him down and that he could kill th germs . THAT IDIOT . I CANT POSSIBLY SWALLOW HIM DOWN LUHHHHH . EVEN IF I COULD THERE'LL BE WAR IN MY STOMACH . its might just hurt more . That pangsai . HAHAHAH . i neeed foood t be put into my stomach . Gastrics seriously sucks i tell you . RAHHHR :/ im hungryyyyy now . Anw thanks booooth and samaaaaaa f accompanying me in th general office just now while i was waiting f my brother (: Hehe i love you two ! :D

Give me a minute or your time,
I'll have a minute of your time.

2007-02-01T03:03:00.000-08:00

2007-01-31T06:24:00.000-08:00

once again life's thrown me a curve,
and it blew up right in my face

Omf , i dont know whats wrong w me now manzxzzzzz . Eh chin you should know why . Hahah sleeeping aint gna help you tooot . Hhahaha . I'm so deaddddddddddddddd . Pangsai , start playing neopets and allllll huh chin . :D HAHAH ! im super bored cannnnnnnnnnnnnnn . RAHHHHR . i wna sleeeep it offf , i hope it'll work . Chin says it does . lololololololol . BYE

once again life's rattled my nerves
don't you see what i'm stuck in the place?

2007-01-31T04:28:00.000-08:00

A twist of fate,
a twisted look of pain.

Schooools fun fun fun today ! (: Hahaha ohkay maybe im starting t like schoool a little moreeeeeee :D thats goood news i tell you , cos i seriously dread schooool . :/ Ha
After schooool , th whole group of us were like sitting around and than bird came , and than emeline azu and priscilla . Ann na and bird make people run after them . Thanks ah ann na f lifting me up than throw me on th flooor . How "nice" of you , and bird ! i have choclate cake on my blouse thanks t you . Best manzxzzzzz . Watched them while they had th skipping course and i was rottting away . Ha . After th skipping thingy went PPark them and HAHAH ! damn funnnyyyyyyyy . im lazy t type it out . Cabed home w kiahwee after that (: Ha
Ahhh , th feeeling is (*&^%$#@ . alamak ! i dont know .

To defeat the wheat,
go against the grain.

2007-01-29T21:48:00.000-08:00

Tock just loves showing her oh so kissable lips :D
Jamie loves me ! (: yay
Ernest ! (:
HUIMIN ! HUIMIN ! HUIMIN ! wo ye ai niiiiiiiiiiiiii !
Tock ! (: i love you
Lynette ! (: a great leader !
BREAST ! BREAST ! BREAST ! (:
My all time lovely CGL : Jamie leeeeeee ! <3 href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3633/3227/1600/356542/DSC02618.jpg">
Lisa dont complain say i never take photo w you ! (:

2007-01-29T21:32:00.000-08:00

Its been a year
Filled with problems
But now you're here

Monday (:

Schoool was fun (: yeah . Morning assembly was super hilarious thanks t richaaaaaa . Hahah i wna sit beside her every monday asssembly :D
She'll make you laugh like shit . Hahaha she was moaning away cos she wanted t shit so badly halfway throough assembly . HAHAH (: i love her manzxzzzz .
Lessons were pretty goood today (: except f some chiong-ing f th lockers . lolololololol you see everyone rushing f it . Th queue was longggggggggg .
Hahaha yek-ed in th canteeeen and after schoool bus-ed home w crystal , victoria and jasmine (:
Bathed and i watch teeeeveeee and cabed down t bishan cos i was alrd late . Whoooopss :/ Met part of th cg at toa payoh . OH WELCOME ZHIXIANG ! (: hahah , its great having you in D1 (: yay !
Hahah , me zhixiang and polly were talking about lots of stuffs while on th way t dale's house (: its really fun talking t them and polly doesn't even know her family heritage and she was bickering w zhixiang all th way , i was ust laughing away at th two morons . Waited f dale at th bustop and he came t fetch us . Polly nearly got me and zhixiang lost in th midst of Balestier . Thank dale f fetching us ! (:
Cg started and crap i was having feverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr . It sucks so bad cos my mooood tends t change . RAHHHR ): i hate getting sick . i just have t admit im weak . :/ Oh wellls .
i wish i could see you now manzxz , crap i can't help but t say i miss you .

Almost as if to solve them
And I can't live
In a world with out you now

2007-01-28T07:27:00.000-08:00

All my life
I've been searching for you
How did I survive

Had zone meeeting yesterday and it was alright , oh i love th zone teeeee (: its superrrrrr nice , Ha and it was ongah who designed it ! It was super nice ! :D :D :D :D :D Had lunch tgther w th zone in th art gallery and blah blah blahhhhhhhhhhhhh .
Service was starting sooon we finished eating , saw jc (: and yeah talked abit and after service i toook webster's phone and i went around taking photos w other peeeeps (: HAHAH :D now his phone is flooooded w my photos and other peoples photosssssss . After that th cg went t ps f dinner while i went t meeeet C and friends (: LG saw me but didn't say hi t me . How nice of you LG :/ you mean o pokkkkkk . D: Waited at th mrt f C's friend , afterwhich we mrt-ed t yck cos they wanted t play pooooooool :/ AHAH yeah i can't play f nutssssssss , went t grasssrooot and they poool-ed i sat there and watch socccer . lolololololololol Malaysia vs Singapore . HAHAHAHAHAH . J was damn funnny , start calling Edwin your dog and alll luh . tsktsktsk , they were super hilarious that me , c , jl and s laughed so hard . HAHAH both of them are jokers luh . Going out w them is sure fun (:
Pool-ed finished and it was about 10 plus met huimin and flea at bishan w th rest and we went t prata house f supperrrrrrr (: saw DARREL LOW ! he's gna give me a sa shirt ! (: yay ! darrell low you rockkkkkk ! And whats w your reaction huh ! See us than say shit , you toooot pooooot ! Ha , ate and we waited f j's mum t come and me and huimin bus-ed back t bishan and i cab-ed home from there , reached home bout 1 plus . Ha

Than today went f lunch w daddy and we went t shop ! :D heheh , first we went t robinson cos dadddy had a 1oo dollar voucher , bought some of my stuffs and his stuffs and we headed t marina square (: bought 3 tops , one bottom f CNY and a new perfume (: WAHAH . i love my dadddy ! :D
though daddy have a BIG hole in his pocket today :/ Ha , walked and walked and walked and walked and we headed home , bro was at home so was his gf and bout 9 plus we went out f dinner , ate and home sweeeet home . imma sleeeeep now im tired . CG tmr (: loves t alllllllll ! :D
i misss you like shit manzxzzzzz . oh wells , gdnights t you (:

In this world before you
Cause I don't want to live
Another day without you now

2007-01-26T08:09:00.000-08:00

So fall back on all of your premonitions
And just learn to listen
To those that have more wisdom than you

Schoools great today (: Ha , well after school went home t bathe and breast cab-bed t my house t pick me up and we cab-ed down t daniel's house tgther which was at sebawanggggggggggggg . My gooooodnesss , next time dont make me go there , its so farrrrrrrrrrrrrr . Cab fare was a killer , but th taxi uncle was nice and didn't charge us th exact amount (:
Ha , reached daniel's house and we being t worship , his houseeee is darkkkkkkkkkkk manzxzzzzz .
After worship we went over t Sun Plaza f dinnnerrrrrrrrr , than flea , huimin and yo had t go off t do their things first before meeting up later .
Mrt-ed t town t meeeet w flea and th rest afterwards w daniel and minghan but Minghan went t church :/ yeah
Met them at centerpoint than yo had t leave again and we went off t amk t play pooooool (:
It was filled w ____ i tellll you . Please flea i beg you next time dont go there anymore . Th smoke nearly killed me . Played till bout 12 and went home (: .

And just stop Putting so much stock
In all of this stuff
Live your life for those that you love

2007-01-23T04:49:00.000-08:00

I've thrown away
so many things that could've been much more
and I just pray

Monday/Tuesday

HAHAH , having voice conversation w LP is damn funnyyyyyyy (: when you hear her talk , ha you'll start laughing , and my dad thought i was some crazy kid laughing t th com like a idiot , when i was actually laughing at LP :/ Hahah ! ahya , LP you ahhhhhhhh . lololololololol
Schoool today has beeeen prettty gooood . (: Went home after schoool , bathe-ed and helped huimin do a favour by helping her buy salonpas f roy . Yeah (: Met up w yq and s . So we went t popular and bought my planner and huimin bought her stuffs and we went t th library .
We ended up talking . Hhah ! (: than we left and we went t buy waffles t munch on and we went home ! Mrt-ed w C and we chatted all th way . Hahah (: nice talking t you C .

2007-01-21T05:05:00.000-08:00

I'll tell you flat out
it hurts so much to think of this
so from my thoughts I will exclude

HAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY DEXTERRRRRRRR ! :D
Be a patient teacherrrr t me luhhhhhhh ! (: heh

Had bball today w zhixiang , lester , yangqing , bryan , dom lim , chunkit , charloes (sp?) , huimin , flea , fifi , and some unknown people . Ha . played and me , fifi and flea rushed t huimin's house t bathe and we cabb-ed down t church (:
Reached church and th dooors were alrd opened so went in get th seats and went roam around f awhile before service started (: heh .
Service started and it lasted until 445 [?] yeahhh , than after service colleen bake some chocolate stuff and it was niceeeeeee ! (: wahahah . Oh and i saw my laughing pilllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ! (: i loveeeee LP ! :D wahahah . Than Pst. Lia talked t me , (: omgzxzx my heart was like beating super fast luhhhhhhh . lololololololol Than th cg went f dinnerrrrr at parkmalllllllllllll . Ate and Jamie nearly killed me w chilli padis luhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . She poured a whole plate of chilli padi into my soup and expect me t drink th whole thing , i tried and *&^%$#@% super hotttttttttttttttt ahhh . I nearly died lorrrrrrrrrrrr . Jamie kills her sheeeep w chilli padis . Evilllllllllllllllllllll woman ahhhhhhhhhhhh . Ha
Ohkay i wna sleeeep now (:

the very thing that
I hate more than everything is
the way I'm powerless
to dictate my own moods

2007-01-19T07:00:00.000-08:00

Sorrow is a lonely feeling
Unsettled is a painful place
I've lived with both for far too long now
Since we've parted ways

I LOVE TODAYYYYYY ! I WENT OUT W MY ULTIMATE LOVE , MY LP (:

We kinda camwhored alot but that woman deleted alot also , cos she said it was sucky , and we exchanged our uniforms . Damn funnnyyyy luh :D
We went t cineeeee and we went t HK cafeeeeee we ate and laugh and toook pics but that woman deleted it (: How nice of her horrrrrrrrrrrr . Than we went t heeeren and lololololololololol we went somewhere and she did something and lolololololol , ahya want t know ask me luh . Than headed t church cos i had follow up ! (: we played and everybody went eh you in sjc meh ? you in pl meh ? lolololol so fun . I love my LP ! (: heheheh ! outing sooon again kays ! :D
Had follow up w lynette than we went f dinnerrrrrr at pasta maniaaaaaaa , talked alotttttt i tell you ! damn funnny , i seriously love talking t lynette so fun (: Ha went back t church and we played around almost everybody left except f th people having worship prac . (:
Ohhhh , and yah im just gna say out about th person i've beeen blogging about . Its you Abigale . You know something you suck go and complain t th leaders f all i care . You piece of shit . Wahlauehhhhh , whats your problem luh , every weeeek stare at me f what . You're sucha pain in th assss manzxzxz . Rahhhrrrr , you suck suck suck ! (:
Happy now felicia goh , im getting scolded and said like fuck now because im not forgiving you . What th shit hell , like t act so much go mediacorp can . Now you got everbody t stand by you happy ? I leave you also happy right . Bitch , you get what you wanted . Thanks alot man .

I've been wrestling with my conscience
And I found myself to blame
If there's to be any resolution
I've got to peel my pride away

2007-01-18T05:46:00.001-08:00

I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JILLL AH SOOOOH !
I LOVE YOU ! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNETTEEEE ! :D
You're a great leader and i love you many many ! (:

Heyooo (: yesterday was fun fun fun , met up w breast after schoool , and we ate at th hawker and so qiao i saw my father there so he joined us f lunch . lolololololol than we were all talking and breast finds my daddy funny , after talking , daddy fetched both of us t srjc (: Hahha we were gna find josh tay t take his photo and th schooool crest , waited f that pig f a longggggggg time . Saw kevin at sr tooo ! Ha , oh yeah i saw Munirahhhhhhh ! (: she's super prettty now . heh (: walked around sr w breast and we were laughing at some people from a certain cca breast told e . its so funnnnyy hahahha ! lolololololololol . Around 5 daddy came t fetch me home while breast stayed in sr (:
Ohkay fuck damnit i dont know whats your problem luh , stop asking me can i had enough alrd , its nthg t do w you so just stay out of it and dont stick your ass into th matter . Wahlauehhhhhhhh just go away and dont act as though you know everything when you dont even know idiot .
And t you ____ not many people like you in church so dont fucking act as though people like you luh . Annoying idiot . RAHHHRRRR ! :/
Breastfriend (:
i wna tell you something right t your face so badly now , i miss you .
things may have happened this past few weeeks , and we've not beeen talking much since many things had happened . Till now theres still stuffs thats bothering me and i really wna talk t you about it , cos you were th one i always confide in when i had problems and you gave me lots of advices and helped me overcome it , i wna thank you f that . Thank you breast (: and i seriously dont want anything t happen because of _____ . Cos its not worth it , and yes , there was a point i was turning away from Him and i wanted t leave but i didn't .
girrrrrrrrrrrl (: i misssss you badly . I seriously dont know why we're not talking . It just hurts being able t seee you but not talk t you . I really wish t turn back th time , when we were playing and crapping arnd in church . The fun we had , but now everythings gone D: im misssing you so much .
YAYE ! IM GOING OUT W LAUGHING PILLLLL TMR ! :D
I LOVE YOU PHYLLIS LEEEE ! (:

'cause I don't want you to know where I am'
cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.

2007-01-16T02:46:00.000-08:00

I'm faking my own suicide
They'll hold a double funeral

MY BROTHER IS COMING BACK TODAY :D
ohkay shitzxz , im happy and unhappy .
Happy because i'll get t see him , cos i miss him . lolololol (: imma good sister . lololololol
Unhappy cos he's gna start bullying me and allll again . RAHHR damnit luhhhhh .

Hahaha , i shall just be happy . (: i misss laughing pilll , greeenie , silly , smallboy and many many many moreeee ! Rahhhr . Huimin i misss you ah ! :/ Oh dexter tan guan sheng ! faster come onlineeeeeee ! i want you t send me my songs ahhhhh ! (: Ha .

Because apart of you will die
Along with me
It's kind of sweet

2007-01-15T01:45:00.000-08:00

And my heart along with that
To live not for myself ,
But yet for God

Ayeeee , its was a longggggggggggggg day in schoool . Rahhhr , lessons as usual , poa lessson was like (*&^%$#@! she was like talking t herself all th while , that nehneh :/ anw , our new maths teacher talks super softtttt , you could hardly hear her . :/
After lesssons which was alrd bout 4 , we still had house meeeting , it was boringggggggg . But zelia was talking t me all th time so it was ohkay luhhhhhhhh . Hahah , wahlaueh , zelia why that idiot so mean t k , k damn poooooorthing luh . Shit you luh ivy , caused k t have fits and now shes not coming back t schoool because of you idiot . Why you so mean ! idiot luhhhh you . stop trying t seduce V luh , pianggggggg heng you not coming back t ____ alrd , i would just die seeing you luh .

When I finally ironed out
All of my priorities

2007-01-14T06:39:00.000-08:00

I'm getting into you
Because you got to me, in a way words can't

Woke up early today , bathe-ed and daddy fetched me down t bugis , met th cg . But it turned out that only f was there cos th rest either just woke up or they were still sleeeping =.= . They besttttt ah .
Went t kfc f breakfast and nathanel joined us since he was
waiting f andrew and th rest t come . Ate & yek-ed saw th zone F people , and i saw kennethhhhhhhhhh that stupid boy .
Headed t cozy after that , waited f th dooor t open and yeah yeah got ready and stuffs , and while waiting , Roy came talked t me and huimin and he was looking f joshhhhhhhhhh , so i help roy by calling joshhhhhhh and i thought he was somewhere in cozy but he was at home T.T . He couldn't come f service D: sadd-ed . Pass the message t roy and praise and worship started and allllllll , it was totally greatttttt how i wished praise and worship never ends so i could continue praising and worshiping Him ! :D I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE HIM ! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
Had service and Pst . Joakim preached , than he said those that wanted him t pray f could step t th front so we all went up and he started t pray f each and everyone . (: Jamie then prayed f me too ! :) After th first service went t eat lunch w the cg and saw many many epople :D
After eating , walk back t cozy getting ready f second service and it started and blah blah blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .
Yek-ed in church w kenneth , dom lim , chunkit and melvin . Kenneth is full of nonsense , he claims that he's hot and that he's much more hotter than chunkit . lololololololol and th action that kenneth did was super hilarious luhhhhhhhhhhhhh , and Oh sister evelyn became princess of Arabiaaaaa today , according t her luh . And esmonde is her camel ! lololololol but esmonde wants t be the genie , so he started singing th song genie in th bottle by Christina Aguilaraaaaaaaaaaa . (: HAHAHAH it was super hilarious . Than we left cozy sat at macs and talked and daddy came t fetch me (:

Sometimes i dont know whats wrong w me , ohkay maybe its those people that keeeps pissing me off every now and then . It gets kinda annoying luhhhhh . But at least i got many more people t be bothered w and not letting myself be bothered w them , its just wasting of time . (: Esp . aglbaeli
Seeeing that person seriously change your moood 180 degreees i tell you .

You're essential to survive
I'm going to love you with my life

2007-01-13T06:44:00.000-08:00

The summer sends its love to you,
the same as every year.

Heyo ! :D SCHOOOLS seminar w Pastor Joakim is awesomeeeeeeee ! awesomeeeee ! im lovin' it ! (: Oh oh oh ! i was late f service today due t tuition and daddddy nagging at me :/ sucky sucks luhhhhhh .
I saw my laughing pill today ! (: and imma happy happy girrrrrl now thanks t her , oh oh oh ! greeenie was ushering today ! :D hahah . I love love love herrrrr . Hahah :) Service ended around 630 . The last part was super wild ahhhhh , we were all jumping and screaming like nobody's businesss , hahah ! It was seriously seriously wildddddddddd . Haha , after service went t eat , they couldn't decide where they wanted t eat =.= . Make up your mind pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee , got curfew still dily dally . No brains .

Ate at BK w practically the whole zoneeee D :D hahah , Dom sat w us and lester was like he's so irritating . HAHAHAH dom and les are damn funnny , they're just super hilarious whenever they talkback t each other . (: Yek-ed till we forget the timing than we all rush-ed home and stuffs . (: yeah yeah . Oh yahhhhhhhhhhh , Dexter Tan Guan Sheng ! thanks f contaminating my phone w all your photos luhhhhhhhhhhh :/ How nice . Rahhhhr ! Hahahha Ongah is damn funnnyyyyyyyyyy ahh .

Across my floor I leave a shadow twenty-five feet long.
The farther down, the less specific I become.

2007-01-10T06:41:00.000-08:00

And at your funeral I will sing the requiem.
I'd offer you my hand, it would hurt too much to watch you die.

Schoooool has beeen alright these past few days , only w my irritating throat and nose that has beeeen annoying me :/ ah heck .
Anw the anon , and passerby . Whoever you are , just shutup luhhhh , also not your businesss , care so fucking much f what . Its not even your business idiots . Its betweeen me and them why you care so fucking much .

DAMNIT LUHHHHH , WHATS W PEOPLE NOWADAYS .
ohkay heck . I hate fridays timetableeee , cos class ends late late late D:
Aye , meeeting huimin on friday , before heading t cozy f Pastor Joakim seminarrrrrrr :D Oh yahhhhhhh , after schooool went straight down t church , had t meeet Lynette f follow-up :D :D :D :D :D :D Having follow-up w her is funnnyyyyyyyyyy . (: I dont wna step in church w my schoool uniform , after what Pastor How & Pastor Lia said ! xD so malu-ing ahhhhhhh ! After follow-up walked over t ps t meeet huimin and nathanel (: , long time no seee ah nathanel ! Hahah , damnit he's frigging tall nowwwwww . RAHHHHRRR eat tooo many long beans alrd . lolololololololol . He's gna kill me f this . Hahaha ahya heck luhhh :D
Watch movieeeeee and home-ed . I'm tired , schoools kinda tiring alrd . :/

This song will become the anthem of your underground.You're two floors down getting high in the back room.

2007-01-06T08:39:00.001-08:00

What makes the one to shake you down
Each touch belongs to each new sound

DAMN YOU AIRHEADS .
Its not nice pissssing me off you idiots . You both asked f it .
Tmd , show me attitude f what . Whateverrrrrr dumb idiots .

Sorry ! Jtjw t have make you worried bout me just now , im fine lah :D
Dont worry i will not kill myself because of some fuck toots that made me unhappy , cos i still got you and E and many many many more people ! :D
Anw , JT ! (: thanks f being so caring and bearing w my nonsense all these while :D You rock my socky wocky bocky lahhhh ! <3>LAUGHING PILLLLL ! I never forget bout you tooo ! , You always make me laugh at every single message i recieve from you (: aye laughing pillll you're the greatest friend i ever met ! i love you laughing pillllll ! I'm glad t have them t cheeer me up and accompany me today while i was in a fucking bad moood because of those idiots morons that dont even spare a thought f people's feeelings . D6 & D5 are wonderful people ! <3

Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you

2007-01-06T07:46:00.000-08:00

Now I'm twisting up when I'm twisted with you
brush so lightly

Aye , went t bishan in the afternooon met zx , f , j , le and li , they wanted t play basketball =.= . lolololololololol i have not touch that ball f a year at least i think . Hahah , i didn't play cos the sun was like ultraaaaa hottttt , that i could even bbq a chicken . Watched them play and we kenneth came , he was late . HAHAHAH after playing f a few hours headed t zhixiang's house t bathe before cabbing down t bugis w them t meeet the church peeeeps . :D WE WERE ALL RUSHING LIKE MAD . Hhahah , cab-ed down and i fell asleeeep in the taxi cos i was real tired :/ .Reached and met those people at KFC . Yeah ate and yek-ed and blah blah blah .

and time trickles down, and I'm breathing for two
squeeze so tightly.

2007-01-05T09:25:00.001-08:00

If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone, could you make it on your own .

2007-01-05T07:11:00.000-08:00

I know what it feels like to wish the day was

School has started and its ohkayyyy luh , new schoool , new environment and blah blah blah . Ohkay crap :/ damnit luhhhh ,

Thursday :D

I met my long lost ahma ! (Yunlu) HAHAHAH ! val , tangqian and carrie was there tooo ! :D hahaha . AND I SAW MY LAUGHING PILL ! Phyllis leeeeeeeeeee ! <3 i love her many many ah ! Crap-ed w her f super long . We were talking about alot of things and she's damn funnny i tell you . I wish she was my sister please . :D hahha

over, I know what it feels like to have

2007-01-01T08:41:00.000-08:00

Ernest the silly one & me :]
My God reigns forever .

I dont know why but i just felt like blogging again , and shitzxz im turning emo . lololololololol thinking back about those those unhappy times . When i think about it , i breakdown infront of God , i cry everything out t Him , and there is He , comforting me . The next thing i know im in His arms . During Create&Hearts Award , Daddy spoke t me , i just cant help but t broke into tears .

Afteer Create&Hearts Award , something happen that lead me into breaking down . I just dont understand why im getting that feeeling of not being in the cg , maybe im just tooo sensitive or everybody has beeen busy . I dont deny i felt pissed about it . Though i tried not t think about it by keeeping myself busy w fashion ministry . But still , it did not work a single bit . But thankfully , Maril and Dawn were there t talk t me . Not forgetting Ernest , he really did his best by cheeering me up w his silly jokes and stuffs , and Josh , he always bully me and when he crack into his silly laughter , i can't help but t laugh w him too . I really love these people :) Thanks f everthing guys . <3

2007-01-01T07:20:00.000-08:00

Say the word and i'll sing f you .

I've not beeeen bloggging i know , my blog is rotting and it was screwed badly days ago finally now its fine ! :D im happy happy happy ! :]
Create &Hearts Award was awesome ! I simply loove it , hahah but fashion ministry was just busy w the make up & everything , so were th rest . Finally its over , but i wish the night never end ! :D It was simply awesome awesome awesome ! :D :D :D :D I LOVE 311206 !

After everything went t eat w the cg and we walk back from bugis all the way back t church , my legs literally died :/ Reached church and wow , church happening luhhhhh . So many people stayed over ! :D the audi was super super noisy cos there was some chair game going on . some people were even lying everywhere sleeeping . lololololololololol

Stone-ed in church till bout 7 and most of us left , mrt-ed home w imai , eric , bong , jomain , xinjie and some other peeeps . Home-ed and booomed ! laid down on my bed and went into my lala land ! :D

2007-01-01T06:30:00.000-08:00

Kisssy Wissssy
lololololololol

Flea , me , shermaine , charlala , xin !

Xinjie ! :D
My Spiritual parents !

Hello Charleston ! Hello t you again Lynette ! :D
Hello Lynette ! :D
Hello Sister Evelyn ! :D

Kooongtat ! the tallie wallie

Charlala loves me ! :D