Sunday, November 05, 2006
I need you now more like yesterdayToday was tiring i guesss . Woke up kinda late today so i quickly rushed t get ready cos i was suppose t meet the church peeeps at 12 but im always late , i got t learn t be punctual alrd . :/ Daddy fetched me t church and met minghan and the rest , stayed in church awhile before heading t PS f lunch . Ate yoshi and we kinda talked about things in church and so on . Walked back t church and service was starting sooon , Dooors opened and we went in , while waiting f service t start me , jamie and eric were kinda talking . It was damn funny , the way jamie and eric were fighting w each other , than eric pulled me in so i was like going against eric w jamie . ;] Who ask you drag me in ah eric . RAH . service started and it was goood Pastor Lia preach today . After service jamie talked t me and minghan about somethings . Slacked in church f quite a looong time , and jamie and i rushed t the sweets corner and got our sweeets ! ;D Its candyyy weeekend you seee . ;] Than me , jamie , breast , minghan , leeann , peck lian , dawn , kash , ernest , justin , dale ongah and many more went f chicken rice / tau hui . Walked t cathay and went inside NUM vincent was working and jamie toook the gay bear and we just walk out , ;] i took the bear and vincent just look at us walking away w the bear , ;] the bear is super cute . Oh Ongah is killing me so is dale and so is esmonde . After service they kept taking my pictures w/o me knwing and its kinda unglam , begged ongah t delete it but he REFUSE and says that he wna post it . T.T ongaaaaaah you're soooo evil . After eating walked t PS w ernest and justin [?] Parted at PS and went t find K and the rest f awhile , saw lams [the other lam i mean ] moron say my name sooo loud f what . RAH . Mrt-ed home after that . ;]
Seriously , i dont know whats gotten into me , im not feeling very happy or what . I feeel like shit , things happen this few days , seeeing you makes me happy , but you seeem t think im invisible or something . I really dont know whats happening or anything , i just want t know why , you see me as though im invisible or what . I dont know , maybe im just thinking tooo much or whatever crap . :/ But i just wna know why this is happening , i dont want t be thinking about it or even dwelling on this . You dont know how im feeling , the feeling just suck . I really dont know what t do alrd . I really feel like crying so badly , but i dont even think you'll give a damn about it . Ugh , someone help .
The last day I could see you smile