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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

When we first met, it seemed so right
Me and you
We had it all, we had it made
What we had was true

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASLENE ! ;D

Schooool today was alright (: nthg much happen . Yeah .
Afteer schoooool , waited at th bustop f jamieeeee but she was so funny cos she had stop at th wrong bustop . Hahaha ! ohkay ohkay partly its my fault cos i counted wrongly (:

Got onto 53 and she was inside there (: yeah bused t Bishan and we mrted t Dbgod . During th journey i was being bullied by JAMIEEEE LEEE luh . How nice of her manzxzzzzz , she kept making my neck , she started calling me rubbish names and claimed that i was molesting her . Who wna molest you luh ! You ego woman . lololololololololol

Had worship sesssion than rushed down t dad's work place took his keys cos i was so careless t left my keys in schoool , XIE TIAN XIE DI BOYFRIEND INFORMED ME AND SHE HELPED ME KEEEP THEM ! ;D THANKS A MILLION BOYFRIEND ! I LOVE YOU ! HAHHA YOU ROCK OHKAY . I magine i lost th keys , i'll be slaughter ohkay . My locker key and other key . HENG AH !
Went t PS ate bought mango juice and home ! (:
i misss you so bad , i wna see you now

Tonight all i see is your face now on everyone else.
And now i know how scared you were all by yourself.
When the phone rings do you ever hope that it's me?
Do you ever dream of a day when we will still be?

There's nothing without you.
the days once had are through.
I'm lost, broken, confused
But i won't give up on you ...


But the years have passed, and we didn't last
The test of time
See you now and then, thought you were my friend
That was wrong this time

Tuesday, February 27, 2007




Tell them lies and they will believe you
When you're honest they will deceive you


LAM ! HAPPPY SWEEEEEET 16 ! ;D
Oh yeah , you're 16 now . HAHAH can nc16 show lorrrrrrrrrrr . HAHAH lams a great guy ! <3


Oh hello ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D . Schooool today is fun w th usual peeeps ;]
Running away w nats from M.K hahhah ! and and and and and sittting at th back of th asssembly area singing w them and talking rubbish . I HATE TH FUCKING BALLERINA THAT LEARNS FUCKING BALLET . She learn ballet i learn ballet lehhhhhhhhhhhh . Fuck you bitch , dont corrupt my cousin f gooodness sake . Get a life . RAHHHHHHR .

Anw , im home now (: yeah and and and im meeting jamie ltr ? i guesss .
Aye , i wna drink orange juiceeeeeeeeeeeeeee (: Ann na is a big idiot , she carries me f th 2nd time and just throw me down . THANKS ALOT :/ .

NATASHA IS SO ATTRACTIVE THAT PEOPLE STARTS T FALL IN LOVE W HER . HAHAHAH ! ;D
I'll pass you your love letter tmrw . Jy i never forget you luhhhhh , i'll pass you yours tmrw tooo ! :D Ah yeah baby . I wna go do my maths .
Theres skipping tmrw . EEEEEEEEK .





If you love them they will just leave you
But if you play them they will stay with you

Monday, February 26, 2007
We watch this blackness eat away the cold blue sky
Terrified, this is our last goodbye


HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH XIANG AH ! ;D
lololololol ! you're 19 alrd manzxzzzz , old man ! HAHAHAH ! (: Hope you enjoy today :D D1 love you ! ;D


COMMON TESTS ARE FINALLY OVER .
HAHAHAH and im freaking happy , Chem&Bio paper today was alright , though my brains got stuck w some auestions which i was figuring how t do . My brain is lagging very badly . AYE what t doooo , im having a short term memory lost . HAHHAHA .

Anw , after schoool went home t change met xin&xiang at heeeren they came t fetch me cos it was raining like cats & dogs i was wet slighty . HAHAH waited f them , they came went t suki first , sat down and xiang couldn't stop eating his cream puffs , he ate plates of them . He didn't even wait f Jamie , Yo t come than eat , he just started off without them . HAHAH me and xin at another table started first cos we were super HUNGRY plus calling Van so many times but she was sleeeping . Pooor girl she's down w a fever D: TAKECARE VAN ! (: WE'LL PRAY F YOU ! heheh .

Ate ate ateeeeee , than me & jamie and th rest started t plan f xiang's birthday . HAHAH we stuffed wasabi into th cupcake and he was made t eat it , he was like "can i dont it . " Hahah his face was red alrd . HAHAHAH so much f being th birthday boy .
Headed over t wisma then (: sat a starbucks and slack than xin and eric left , not long gwen and winifred came ! ;D winifred is super adorable ohkay ! HAHAHAH , they left cos winifred had t buy stuffs from fareast .
Than noel and joyce came and dexterrrrrr tooooooo ! (:

HAHHAA took pictured and stuffs slack all th way till bout 9 plus walked t heeren walked f awhile and went t cine and than dad came t pick me up . Uncle Ronald's daughter is Sec 2 this year . OMFG who's by th surname of Mark ?! HAHAHHA
I NEED T SLEEEEEP NOW . BYEBYE
Oh yeah fasting tmr till thurs (: fruit juice & water & mints ;D



The dead will walk the streets tonight
In my nightmare we never last this night

Sunday, February 25, 2007








The end of the world's in front of me
Hard to believe all I see



Lunch at ps today w D3 , D5 ? and 3 pathetic D1s . I waited like a moron at ps entrance cos so many didnt even come luh . whatthhellllllll . Nevermind nevermind . Ayeeeee service was alright , Pastors are back and yeah .

Dinner at parkmalll , ate and J called me than yx & J came t parkmall t look f me . HAHAH how nice of them t come and find me , ohkay whatthhellll , saw J first word that came out is fuck . Stupid idiot talked t both of them and and and and i left . Yeah , dad fetched me went t accompany him t eat than home . Whatthfuck , th damn com dont wna let me upload th pistures . Fuck shit luh , assshole . RAHHHHHR annoying piece of shit . Omfg i like yx's hair ohkay . Its nice ;D hahahah .


Chem & Bio paper tmrw , im gna screw both papers , my brains are lagging and their like dead or something . AHHHH I NEEED T STUDY MAN . D: after tmrws paper freeee t do anything . YAY ! ;D
tmrw ! tmrw ! tmrw ! im gna love tmrw cos im gna get my piercing , oh yeah baby ;D zaboooooooth ! tmrw !


It comes so close but pulls away
To let me stay another day

Saturday, February 24, 2007
Starin' at the broke street light,
Some of those lonely nights,
I didn't know if we would make it through.



Today was fantasticcccccccc ! ;D
Met those people at foodcourt than went t Yamahaaaaa t loook f nats ! (:
Chattttttttt than she had t go f guitarrrr w ql , so me and lx went t parkmall and sit and drink while waiting f them t finish their lesson , toook some photos and yeah i got punched , hit , whacked by seetoh lx so many times ohkay ! THANKS ALOT AH LX ! How "nice" of you . HAHAH ! but its ohkay luh i forgive you . hohoho say im nice manzxzzzz .

After their guitar end went back t ps t meeeet them and we mrted t orchard walked t fareast ate fried mars barrrrrr ! ;D ;D ;D ;D yummmy baby . (: whoooopeee dooopeee !
Than nats went t fetch jy & lx helped me and ql but honeydew sago t drink (: nice nice niceeeeeee :D heheh
Lx was so lazy t walk t heeren/cine/takaaa we had t take a bus and y'know what th bus didnt go th way it was supposed t , cos why CHINGAY CHINGAY CHINGAY was th cause of it , so we had t stop at th next bustop and walked all th way back t takaaaaaaaaa .

Tried looooking f ms seetoh lx sunglasses but couldn't find it so we went over t cine and walk f awhile before heading t rocky's t sit and drink and talkkkkkkk . (: Saw N.L , K & M . yeah hahahha . sat there f hours took photos and stuffs 9i'll upload th photo asap (: )

They went f dinner while i didn't cos i had t walk all th way back t fareast there cos cousin was gna treat th whole LAM family dinner (: Squeeeezed through th crowd , i nearly died so stuffy . i cannot tahan lorrrrrrr ! Finally reached Goodwood saw yan zi jie jie and kelvin (: walked w them t th restaurant .

Played w my niece and nephew ! OMFG they're freaking adorable ohkay , how i wish i can just bring them home luh ! Fun playing w them but also belly tiring . HAHAH than we all left (: HOME now im f shit sleeeepy . GOOODBYE .

Friday, February 23, 2007
I'm looking for answers
To all the questions no one knows
Bleeded and begged



I hope that days comes easy and moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,


More then anything, more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,Yeah, this, is my wish.


I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more then you take.


Oh More then anything, Yeah, and more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,Yeah, this, is my wish.




Asked you for nothing
But something showed
Your uneasy eyes, the sweat on your forehead .

The blackest night, we never needed more
We used to dream of all that we wished for



POAAAAAAAA & E Maths paper today was crap .
POA paper = screwed like shitzxzzzzz ohkay , ohkay maybe because i dont pay attention in MT classs , but seriously her lessona are boring and you'll fall asleeeep while listening t her explaining over and over again . I neeed a POA tuition teacher badly/desperately . Anyone ? (:

Maths paper = ohkay ohkay , there was few question which i got stuck and my brain couldn't think . Some question looked as though theres no link t th question ? AH heck , its over .

After th paper , me , jy & nats was waiting f 52 when we saw KARINA LOU XUE TING . HAHAHAHAH OHKAY THIS IS DAMN FUNNNNY ( t me luh ) . Y'know why , when 53 came th bustop was crowed like f alrd , than i just went t tell this t karina jokingly but i didnt expect her t do it ohkay !

Me : Eh , Karina i dont think we can even get onto th bus , but if you are able t do so . I'll "reward" you .
Karina : Hahah ! ohkay you say one ah .
Me : Eh ! you take my words seriously ?!

Next moment , you see her chiong-ing&pushing her way through t get onto th bus ohkay !
KARINA LOU ! YOU'RE DAMN KIASU OHKAY ! HAHAH YOU CHIONGED UP JUST BECAUSE YOU WANTED YOUR " REWARD" RIGHT . HAHAHAH ! OMFG YOU'RE DAMN FUNNNNY CAN . TH WAY YOU PUSHED YOUR WAY THROUGH TH CROWD . BELLY KIASU LEH .
3 OF US WERE LAUGHING AWAY OHKAY .

OH OH OH ! i remembered ! HAHAHA ! Karina and Jy's & my convert at th bustop .

Karina : Jy , where you going ?
Jiaying : You so kpo f what .

Karina : Tess , where you going ?
Jiaying : Tell her "why you so kpo ? "
Me : *laughs ! Hahah somewhere , why wna follow me is it .
Karina : *nthg t say .

OMFG , jy was damn funnnny luh , th way she answered karina ! HAHAHA ! i was laughing and karina just kept quiet .

Since th bustop was so crowded , 3 of us deicided t walk t th previous bustop . So we walked and waited f th bus than we got onto th bus made our way t Bishan (:
Went t Fairprice got th stuffs and we headed t nats house . Nats asked me and jy whether we were hibernating at her house , cos we bought lots of snacks . HAHAHAH ! But end up we didn't ven finish ohaky . Whatthblooodyhell . (:
:D ate ate ate and more snacks . HAHHAHA . Than we started t bake and we had lotsa fun doing it . HAHAHAH omg omg omg ! i want t bake again , damn fun ! :D hehe
Took alot of photos , waiting f nats t upload than i'll upload (: heh
After everything chat & nats got ready , left th house and we cabed t j8 cos she was late . Met B and they left . Jy was nice enough t wait f a cab w me (: THANK YOU JY YOU'RE DAMN NICE ! I LOVE YOU LUH :D
Hahah now im home ! yay ! :D i love today !
P.S i think , im falling more f you (:



I hear the silence but it sounds so strange
I never felt this type of pain .

Thursday, February 22, 2007
Shaking on the outside
Because of what I'm feeling inside



SB is leaving f Australiaaaaa tmr D: whatthfuckkkkkkkk . This can't be happening man . SB WHY NOW THAN YOU TELL ME , YOU IDIOT I HATE YOU ! WAHLAU YOU'LL BE THERE TILL TH 9th MARCH . Thats a freaking long way t go ohkay ! D: You shit moron , im gna misss you like f ohkay .All th talks and shits we have through th night . Omfg , those times were th best can ;]
You were there f me when i was down and stuffs , you tried you ultimate best t cheeer me up by singing and saying funny stuffs t make me laugh . THANK YOU SB ;D
Its just sad t hear that you're leaving f Australiaaaaa tmr and you'll be back like what 9th March , ohkay this might sound dumb as though as you're not gna come back or whatever but seriously luh i'll misss you like shit ohkay . Whatever it is take care of yourself alright (:
I love you (:


My chest is fucking hurting
And my stomach's fucking burning

This valentine is doomed
The smell of blood has filled this room



Had SS and Geog paper today . Whatthfuckkkkkkkkkkkkk , i screwed both papers can , omfg im gna fail like shitzxzzzzzz manzxz . Pangsai luh D: B, D and A were happily using my name and they were singing so loud on th 3rd flooor luh ! Thanks ah .


After schoool , went f lunch w jy , kiah & nats . Saw yx and V . Omgzxzzzz yx ! wahlau you go put ____ never tell me ! :/ you piggggggg . Oh you say you'll accompany me when i go get my piercing aye ! (: Hahah kay goood .

Just finished tuition and omgzxzzz it sucked like hell ohkay , last lesson and it suck . I was tooo tired t even concentrate man . Crap , theres POA ct tmr and i dont even know a single shit . As in i dont understand luh . Is there somebody t help me ? Whos th kind and nice one t help me w th stinky POAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA . dont even understand what MT is talking about , she talks as though she's talking t herself like that . Alamakkkkkk . Oh yeah , theres maths paper also . Pangsai , whylikethatttttt . Right after CNY only have common test ):




If I could do it all again
I would change most every single thing .

Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Is this good bye?
Well you'd be better off dead
Than lying here alone


GONG HEI FATT CHOI ! :D


Past few days have been greattttttttttt .
Sunday : Went t my ah ma's place bai nian and everything than head over t my aunt's place stayed there till bout 7 and i finally got t meeet th little baby boy axel (: He's half american manzxzzzzzzz :D

Monday : Went over t my third aunt's place early in th morning t help out w cousin alll th way tilll night , didn't manage t go t nats place though D: Westly was rather noisy crying every now and than over some small little thing . That boy , aye he's still cute though :D
Tuesday : Went t bishan t meeet Huimin first f lunch and than xiang came t meeet us , mrted t Khatib t meeet polly and th rest but end up only th 4 of us were there so we asked polly t go home and get her back and we just head stright t dale's house cos most of them either just wake up or they're not coming . Yeah , waited f polly and andy t come and they toook million of years t reached manzxzzzzzzzz . After which , mrted t TPY and we walked t dale's house . My legs were dying alrd , all th standing and waiting and walking f hours omgzxzzzzzz , i nearly dieed ohkay . Reached dale's house and xiang and andy and dale started t play ps2 and i sat on th sofaaaa zoning out . lololololololol huimin was th cutest she brought her homework w her and she looked so pek chek while doing it , poooor girl its chinese new year and she still have one whole stack of A &E maths t do . Her teacher just killed her instantly . Ha , i kind of like fell aslept on dale's comfortable sofaaaaa , it was so nice t sleeeep ohkay ! plus i was tired so you can't blame me righttttttttt . Dale still can laugh at me :/ tsk .
Waited f dale t get ready than we walked back t TPY mrt met jamieeeeeeeeeeeee :D and we waited f bus 88 . Yeah , zhixiang was trying t be Wang Li Hom in th bus , he tried imitating him but he failed . HAHAH he kept singing Wei Yi by WLH luhhhhhhhh , he just can't get tired of that song please . Jamie started singing " I see your true colours.... " Hahah so funnny please . (: i bet jamie is gna kill me if she seeees these . HAHAH but nevermind luh . It was a super long bus journey t Xinjie's house but it was fun though w them making a foool out of themselves in th bus that kept me laughing .
Reached Xinjie's house and alottttttttttttt of people were there . E2 and D5 were alrd there plus we D1 add in , th house is scattered w all th church peeeps . HAHAH watch teee veeee and we played wacko . Everybody was trying t sabo Xinjie , pooooor girl hahahha . After th game we went t eat our dinnnerrrr xin's parents cooked (: YUMMMY , s called me than and (*&^%$#!@#$%% so annoying . Ahya heck :D hahah After eating chew , eric and shermaine came ! :D than joyve , colleeen and frank came tooo ! Whoooopeeeee Dooopeeee so many of them can . Adri and wendy and Elizabeth came . Hahaha adri looks super cute in that red top (: Bout 9 plus 10 frank , colleen , vanessa , eric , shermaine , jamie , huimin , dexter , zhixiang , me , joyce , yolander and a few more of us went t chomp chomp f tao hui and chocolate tao hui ! :D best manzxzzz so many of us . HAHHAH after a while daddy came t pick me up and love called me and talked f awhile , thanks f that message love , it really made me feeel so much better (: you better get some sleeeep you haven slept f th past 2 days :/ . I love you girl ! (:
Wednesday : Schoool today was great as usual , but i was super sleeeeeepy . Theres SS and Geog common test tmr , so deaddddddd can .
Rahhhhrrrr . i dont like Common Test ): I so want t kill my cousin alrd . Stupid woman . rahhhhhhhhr . I better go study f SS and Geog alrd . Byebye ! (: loves t allllllllllllllllll <3>



I'm desperately waiting
For the beating of my heart
It just won't come .

Friday, February 16, 2007
I'll stop the world and melt with you
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time



The weeeeek has beeen so far so goood :D and im happy bout that . Oh yeahhh .
Met laughing pilllllllllllllll on tuesday which was fab , cos i missss her like shitzxzzzz , seee that laughing pillllllll . I MISSSSSS YOU :D HAHAHAH
Wednesday was Valentine day , and it was super fun (: Oh thanks boyfriend, Zhixian,Chin& Chong f th ballllllllllll . Super cute and damn dun t play ohkay . HAHAH ohkay ohkay thank everyone else f th gifts :D
I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL W ALLL MY HEART ! (:
Yesterday was Chinese New Year celebration , th concert was freaking hilarious , due t some of th performances . HAHAHAHAH plus richa was sitting super near me and that explains why toooo . Faith that moron kept saying she wanted t go up on th stage t sing but in th end she didn't you moron luh ! HAHAHAH we were laughing at least 3/4 of th whole concert . I bet our area was th noisiest manzxzzzzz . After everything stayed in schooool f awhile . Saw cousin and OMGZXZZZZZZZ I KNOW WHO'S HER CRUSH ! AHHH AHHHH AHHHH Secret keeeeeper ni zai na li ! HAHAHAH
Bused home , bathed and everything watch a little bit of teeeveee before going off t bugis . Afterwards met them at vivo (: and Homed :D oh yeah .
Today is reunion dinerrrrrrrrrr baby . At th same old usual placeeeeeee (:


And there's nothing you and I won't do
I'll stop the world and melt with you

Monday, February 12, 2007
Stare at you as you slit my wrist
And as we share our last kiss
Hold me as we die



Monday isn't really a goood day at long , it has beeeen a super long day f me , schoool finish at 4 , and i rushed home because i had tuition at 430 t 830 . I died ohkay , it was so tring , i was dying t sleeeeep mannzxzzzzz .
2 more days t valentine (: HAHHA .
tmr is gna be a goood day ! :D im collecting th flowers , meeeting laughing pillllll like finally ! After ages manzxzzzzz , i misss her . HAHA
Gelare after that (: YAY ! im gna love tmr . HEHEHEH
i neeed t sleeeeep .



Empty bottle to deal with this
Pictures to reminisce
Hold me, say goodbye

Sunday, February 11, 2007
Tonight all i see is your face now on everyone else
And now i know how scared you were all by yourself.
When the phone rings do you ever hope that it's me?
Do you ever dream of a day when we will still be?




Laughing pillll went t type out what i message her in her blog and i feeeeeel so embae now . OMgzxzzzzzzzzzz laughing pillllllllllllll make ma malu only (: Everybody will just laugh at me when they seee what i message you ah . But th dream was super funnnnnny please . HAHAHAH "boyfriend" . Must be i missss you tooo much alrd , no wonder i'll dream of you :D im seeeing you on tues aye ! YAYE ! i love you manzxz . :D :D :D :D .
Laughing pillllllllllllllllllll , i wish you can just pop out in my house now luh , im feeeling super down today because of some things that has beeeen bothering me . I dont know why ohkay , i just dont know why things are turning this way . I mean like when did we tease jamie . Its more like im th one being tease by those people about me & e . And th people that keeep saying it is them . But instead i get discipled . Ohkay i agreee certain things might be my fault and stuffs , but certain stuffs i find its unfair . But nobody seees it . Getting discipled by you was painful , but people say getting discipled is because you cared . You said you love me thats why you disciple me but i just feeeel so pain whenever you disciple me cos i loook up t you th most and i respected you th most . Hearing you shout at me just now just made my heart break , i didn't expect it t turn out this way . I'm not saying that i hate t get disciple and stuff but its just that getting discipled risk me backsliding , i've already drift away from Him before and now im drifting away again . I know i got t be more firm and not let th devil turn me away from Him . I dont deny that im angry when i got discipled cos there was certain stuffs that you didn't knew . But now since its like that nevermind already , cos you might still be angry/disappointed w me and stuffs . So yeah . You might be reading this now . But just let me rant out my feeelings .
Anw , i just wna thank ernest! & maniam ,tock , cheryl , chun kit , jomain just now (:
ChunKit ! (: Hahah , i just wna say thank you t you f trying t cheeer me up by playing th guitar and singing f me (: You're forever so cheeerful manzxzzzzzz . Hahah
Everybody has beeen so caring and stuffs , thanks alot guys .



There's nothing without you.
The days once had are through.
I'm lost, broken, confused
But i won't give up on you ...

Friday, February 09, 2007
So fall back on all of your premonitions
And just learn to listen
To those that have more wisdom than you



Todays a lovely day ! (: Heheh after schoool , went t watch th table tennis interschool competiton f awhile before heading t nats's house w jiaying (: . Guesssss who we saw outside schooooooool . O.O
SAMANTHA YEO HUI XIAN ! :D yup ! yup ! its her once again . Hhahah , talked than her bus came and she left , than 53 came took t bishan and we waited f 410 . Saw clarence and some other people , yeah (:
Reached nats house and wowwww her rooooom colour is nice manzxzzzz , super striking . HAHAH while she was bathing me and jia just sat there talking about rubbish and we were laughing and stoning . HAHAH than we were figuring out something . Yeah (: HAHHA bused back t bishan nats left and i walked low jiaying home (: before heading t novena t wait f them . Reached novena and i waited superrrrrrrrr long f them t come T.T my legs were breaking . Ah heck (:
After everything , mrted t cityhall and walked t suntec met nats and bird there had a drink and we went up t meeeet daddy at guild house than we were looookiung at stars and stuffs , talked and dad sent them home (: YAYE ! im home nowwwww . Theres hearts t hearts tmr :/ AT 10am THAT SUPERRRRR EARLY . I WANT MY BEAUTY SLEEEEEEEEEP MANZXZZZZZZ .



And just stop
Putting so much stock
In all of this stuff
Live your life for those that you love .

Tuesday, February 06, 2007
I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can't believe this is the end

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUAAAAAAAAA ! :D


Schoool this weeeek and last weeek was alrightttttt , nthg much happen though . Except f getting caught f socks . :/ CG on monday but i didn't go , yeah yeah . Worship session today im not going tooo . CG on friday im not going tooo . AH YEAH . i have my reasons .
omfg , its like @#$%^&*&^%$# . Ohkay im just ranting out my fustrations . Damnit , everything is just crashing down on me like nobodies businesss , and im like being blame f everything . If not f chew and josh and huimin , i would have died . Pigasses pissing me off everytime . UGH , im so irritated yet i can't write it out . I RATHER NOT infact . Its not about You so dont think toooo much . Its about other stuffs . what th f is wrong w me man . I neeeed LPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP nowwwww . LAUGHINGPILLLLLL i neeeed you man (: You make me laugh like crap when im down or what so ever .
ALAMAKKKKKK . JC ! how how how how how . You just tell me how . Ohkay damnit . Ahya , anw hope you like th present (: i'll talk t you sooon .
Hello friend (:
Thanks f th talks , and letting me rant out all my troubles t you (:
I feeel so much better talking t you when i was down and stuffs .
Your smses made me feeel so much better (: Thanks f everything .
I love you chew ! :D you rock
Junw (:
ALAMAK . i never forget you ohkay . thanks f being there f me tooo (:
Hahah , you're damn nice t bully and alllll kays . But dont misss my bullying when i leave kays . HAHAH and th phone conference w junj and you was damn funnny , you 2 made me laugh like pangsai . :D
ZHIXIANG ! hahha so how are you gna surprise D1 tell me ! tell me ! (: HAHAH . eh you pig , you pon lecture dont think i dont know ! Anw , seee you on saturday ! (:


But this is my deathbed
I lie here alone
If I close my eyes tonight
I know I'll be home

Monday, February 05, 2007
Excuse me but i've got a request
Could you take the gag off of my mouth


Schoool today has beeen pretty fun , hahha playing th games during breaks was th funniest , but my hand was being smacked alot of times . HAHAH . schoool ended late today but time pass kinda fast today . Hahah , ohkay crap . After schoool went t hlm w kiahweeeeeee (: ate and i saw SAMANTHA YEO XIAN HUI ! How long have i not seeeen her manzxzzzzz . Her hair is like not black anymore . tsk anw , i'll blog more later . yeah yeah . Ohkay bye
SORRY FELICIA GOH SHI LING .



I admit that i'm fairly impressed
Cause you're the best at blocking me out

Thursday, February 01, 2007
This speech is merely words.
It's even worse because it rhymes.


Today is so not a goood day , all th bad things happen today :/ ohkay maybe not all but most of it . Ahya , dont wna talk about it . Went home halfway today cos of my damn gastric , kor kor was nice enough t come and fetch me home (: thanks kor kor ! i love you ohkay , so stop bullying me alrd T.T he was supposed t go back t school after he fetched me but he didnt want t , seee lazyyyyyyy . That tooot pooooot went t his rooom and he went t sleeeeep like a pig . :/ The pain is efffing pain i tell you . C even said that i should swallow him down and that he could kill th germs . THAT IDIOT . I CANT POSSIBLY SWALLOW HIM DOWN LUHHHHH . EVEN IF I COULD THERE'LL BE WAR IN MY STOMACH . its might just hurt more . That pangsai . HAHAHAH . i neeed foood t be put into my stomach . Gastrics seriously sucks i tell you . RAHHHR :/ im hungryyyyy now . Anw thanks booooth and samaaaaaa f accompanying me in th general office just now while i was waiting f my brother (: Hehe i love you two ! :D




Give me a minute or your time,
I'll have a minute of your time.

This speech is merely words.
It's even worse because it rhymes.


Today is so not a goood day , all th bad things happen today :/ ohkay maybe not all but most of it . Ahya , dont wna talk about it . Went home halfway today cos of my damn gastric , kor kor was nice enough t come and fetch me home (: thanks kor kor ! i love you ohkay , so stop bullying me alrd T.T he was supposed t go back t school after he fetched me but he didnt want t , seee lazyyyyyyy . That tooot pooooot went t his rooom and he went t sleeeeep like a pig . :/ The pain is efffing pain i tell you . C even said that i should swallow him down and that he could kill th germs . THAT IDIOT . I CANT POSSIBLY SWALLOW HIM DOWN LUHHHHH . EVEN IF I COULD THERE'LL BE WAR IN MY STOMACH . its might just hurt more . That pangsai . HAHAHAH . i neeed foood t be put into my stomach . Gastrics seriously sucks i tell you . RAHHHR :/ im hungryyyyy now . Anw thanks booooth and samaaaaaa f accompanying me in th general office just now while i was waiting f my brother (: Hehe i love you two ! :D




Give me a minute or your time,
I'll have a minute of your time.