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once again life's thrown me a curve,
and it blew up right in my face


Omf , i dont know whats wrong w me now manzxzzzzz . Eh chin you should know why . Hahah sleeeping aint gna help you tooot . Hhahaha . I'm so deaddddddddddddddd . Pangsai , start playing neopets and allllll huh chin . :D HAHAH ! im super bored cannnnnnnnnnnnnnn . RAHHHHR . i wna sleeeep it offf , i hope it'll work . Chin says it does . lololololololol . BYE


once again life's rattled my nerves
don't you see what i'm stuck in the place?

A twist of fate,
a twisted look of pain.


Schooools fun fun fun today ! (: Hahaha ohkay maybe im starting t like schoool a little moreeeeeee :D thats goood news i tell you , cos i seriously dread schooool . :/ Ha
After schooool , th whole group of us were like sitting around and than bird came , and than emeline azu and priscilla . Ann na and bird make people run after them . Thanks ah ann na f lifting me up than throw me on th flooor . How "nice" of you , and bird ! i have choclate cake on my blouse thanks t you . Best manzxzzzzz . Watched them while they had th skipping course and i was rottting away . Ha . After th skipping thingy went PPark them and HAHAH ! damn funnnyyyyyyyy . im lazy t type it out . Cabed home w kiahwee after that (: Ha
Ahhh , th feeeling is (*&^%$#@ . alamak ! i dont know .

To defeat the wheat,
go against the grain.

Tock just loves showing her oh so kissable lips :D
Jamie loves me ! (: yay
Ernest ! (:
HUIMIN ! HUIMIN ! HUIMIN ! wo ye ai niiiiiiiiiiiiii !
Tock ! (: i love you
Lynette ! (: a great leader !
BREAST ! BREAST ! BREAST ! (:
My all time lovely CGL : Jamie leeeeeee ! <3 href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3633/3227/1600/356542/DSC02618.jpg">
Lisa dont complain say i never take photo w you ! (:

Its been a year
Filled with problems
But now you're here


Monday (:

Schoool was fun (: yeah . Morning assembly was super hilarious thanks t richaaaaaa . Hahah i wna sit beside her every monday asssembly :D
She'll make you laugh like shit . Hahaha she was moaning away cos she wanted t shit so badly halfway throough assembly . HAHAH (: i love her manzxzzzz .
Lessons were pretty goood today (: except f some chiong-ing f th lockers . lolololololol you see everyone rushing f it . Th queue was longggggggggg .
Hahaha yek-ed in th canteeeen and after schoool bus-ed home w crystal , victoria and jasmine (:
Bathed and i watch teeeeveeee and cabed down t bishan cos i was alrd late . Whoooopss :/ Met part of th cg at toa payoh . OH WELCOME ZHIXIANG ! (: hahah , its great having you in D1 (: yay !
Hahah , me zhixiang and polly were talking about lots of stuffs while on th way t dale's house (: its really fun talking t them and polly doesn't even know her family heritage and she was bickering w zhixiang all th way , i was ust laughing away at th two morons . Waited f dale at th bustop and he came t fetch us . Polly nearly got me and zhixiang lost in th midst of Balestier . Thank dale f fetching us ! (:
Cg started and crap i was having feverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr . It sucks so bad cos my mooood tends t change . RAHHHR ): i hate getting sick . i just have t admit im weak . :/ Oh wellls .
i wish i could see you now manzxz , crap i can't help but t say i miss you .


Almost as if to solve them
And I can't live
In a world with out you now

All my life
I've been searching for you
How did I survive


Had zone meeeting yesterday and it was alright , oh i love th zone teeeee (: its superrrrrr nice , Ha and it was ongah who designed it ! It was super nice ! :D :D :D :D :D Had lunch tgther w th zone in th art gallery and blah blah blahhhhhhhhhhhhh .
Service was starting sooon we finished eating , saw jc (: and yeah talked abit and after service i toook webster's phone and i went around taking photos w other peeeeps (: HAHAH :D now his phone is flooooded w my photos and other peoples photosssssss . After that th cg went t ps f dinner while i went t meeeet C and friends (: LG saw me but didn't say hi t me . How nice of you LG :/ you mean o pokkkkkk . D: Waited at th mrt f C's friend , afterwhich we mrt-ed t yck cos they wanted t play pooooooool :/ AHAH yeah i can't play f nutssssssss , went t grasssrooot and they poool-ed i sat there and watch socccer . lolololololololol Malaysia vs Singapore . HAHAHAHAHAH . J was damn funnny , start calling Edwin your dog and alll luh . tsktsktsk , they were super hilarious that me , c , jl and s laughed so hard . HAHAH both of them are jokers luh . Going out w them is sure fun (:
Pool-ed finished and it was about 10 plus met huimin and flea at bishan w th rest and we went t prata house f supperrrrrrr (: saw DARREL LOW ! he's gna give me a sa shirt ! (: yay ! darrell low you rockkkkkk ! And whats w your reaction huh ! See us than say shit , you toooot pooooot ! Ha , ate and we waited f j's mum t come and me and huimin bus-ed back t bishan and i cab-ed home from there , reached home bout 1 plus . Ha


Than today went f lunch w daddy and we went t shop ! :D heheh , first we went t robinson cos dadddy had a 1oo dollar voucher , bought some of my stuffs and his stuffs and we headed t marina square (: bought 3 tops , one bottom f CNY and a new perfume (: WAHAH . i love my dadddy ! :D
though daddy have a BIG hole in his pocket today :/ Ha , walked and walked and walked and walked and we headed home , bro was at home so was his gf and bout 9 plus we went out f dinner , ate and home sweeeet home . imma sleeeeep now im tired . CG tmr (: loves t alllllllll ! :D
i misss you like shit manzxzzzzz . oh wells , gdnights t you (:



In this world before you
Cause I don't want to live
Another day without you now

So fall back on all of your premonitions
And just learn to listen
To those that have more wisdom than you


Schoools great today (: Ha , well after school went home t bathe and breast cab-bed t my house t pick me up and we cab-ed down t daniel's house tgther which was at sebawanggggggggggggg . My gooooodnesss , next time dont make me go there , its so farrrrrrrrrrrrrr . Cab fare was a killer , but th taxi uncle was nice and didn't charge us th exact amount (:
Ha , reached daniel's house and we being t worship , his houseeee is darkkkkkkkkkkk manzxzzzzz .
After worship we went over t Sun Plaza f dinnnerrrrrrrrr , than flea , huimin and yo had t go off t do their things first before meeting up later .
Mrt-ed t town t meeeet w flea and th rest afterwards w daniel and minghan but Minghan went t church :/ yeah
Met them at centerpoint than yo had t leave again and we went off t amk t play pooooool (:
It was filled w ____ i tellll you . Please flea i beg you next time dont go there anymore . Th smoke nearly killed me . Played till bout 12 and went home (: .



And just stop Putting so much stock
In all of this stuff
Live your life for those that you love

I've thrown away
so many things that could've been much more
and I just pray


Monday/Tuesday

HAHAH , having voice conversation w LP is damn funnyyyyyyy (: when you hear her talk , ha you'll start laughing , and my dad thought i was some crazy kid laughing t th com like a idiot , when i was actually laughing at LP :/ Hahah ! ahya , LP you ahhhhhhhh . lololololololol
Schoool today has beeeen prettty gooood . (: Went home after schoool , bathe-ed and helped huimin do a favour by helping her buy salonpas f roy . Yeah (: Met up w yq and s . So we went t popular and bought my planner and huimin bought her stuffs and we went t th library .
We ended up talking . Hhah ! (: than we left and we went t buy waffles t munch on and we went home ! Mrt-ed w C and we chatted all th way . Hahah (: nice talking t you C .

I'll tell you flat out
it hurts so much to think of this
so from my thoughts I will exclude


HAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY DEXTERRRRRRRR ! :D
Be a patient teacherrrr t me luhhhhhhh ! (: heh

Had bball today w zhixiang , lester , yangqing , bryan , dom lim , chunkit , charloes (sp?) , huimin , flea , fifi , and some unknown people . Ha . played and me , fifi and flea rushed t huimin's house t bathe and we cabb-ed down t church (:
Reached church and th dooors were alrd opened so went in get th seats and went roam around f awhile before service started (: heh .
Service started and it lasted until 445 [?] yeahhh , than after service colleen bake some chocolate stuff and it was niceeeeeee ! (: wahahah . Oh and i saw my laughing pilllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ! (: i loveeeee LP ! :D wahahah . Than Pst. Lia talked t me , (: omgzxzx my heart was like beating super fast luhhhhhhh . lololololololol Than th cg went f dinnerrrrr at parkmalllllllllllll . Ate and Jamie nearly killed me w chilli padis luhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . She poured a whole plate of chilli padi into my soup and expect me t drink th whole thing , i tried and *&^%$#@% super hotttttttttttttttt ahhh . I nearly died lorrrrrrrrrrrr . Jamie kills her sheeeep w chilli padis . Evilllllllllllllllllllll woman ahhhhhhhhhhhh . Ha
Ohkay i wna sleeeep now (:

the very thing that
I hate more than everything is
the way I'm powerless
to dictate my own moods

Sorrow is a lonely feeling
Unsettled is a painful place
I've lived with both for far too long now
Since we've parted ways

I LOVE TODAYYYYYY ! I WENT OUT W MY ULTIMATE LOVE , MY LP (:

We kinda camwhored alot but that woman deleted alot also , cos she said it was sucky , and we exchanged our uniforms . Damn funnnyyyy luh :D
We went t cineeeee and we went t HK cafeeeeee we ate and laugh and toook pics but that woman deleted it (: How nice of her horrrrrrrrrrrr . Than we went t heeeren and lololololololololol we went somewhere and she did something and lolololololol , ahya want t know ask me luh . Than headed t church cos i had follow up ! (: we played and everybody went eh you in sjc meh ? you in pl meh ? lolololol so fun . I love my LP ! (: heheheh ! outing sooon again kays ! :D
Had follow up w lynette than we went f dinnerrrrrr at pasta maniaaaaaaa , talked alotttttt i tell you ! damn funnny , i seriously love talking t lynette so fun (: Ha went back t church and we played around almost everybody left except f th people having worship prac . (:
Ohhhh , and yah im just gna say out about th person i've beeen blogging about . Its you Abigale . You know something you suck go and complain t th leaders f all i care . You piece of shit . Wahlauehhhhh , whats your problem luh , every weeeek stare at me f what . You're sucha pain in th assss manzxzxz . Rahhhrrrr , you suck suck suck ! (:
Happy now felicia goh , im getting scolded and said like fuck now because im not forgiving you . What th shit hell , like t act so much go mediacorp can . Now you got everbody t stand by you happy ? I leave you also happy right . Bitch , you get what you wanted . Thanks alot man .


I've been wrestling with my conscience
And I found myself to blame
If there's to be any resolution
I've got to peel my pride away

I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JILLL AH SOOOOH !
I LOVE YOU ! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNETTEEEE ! :D
You're a great leader and i love you many many ! (:

Heyooo (: yesterday was fun fun fun , met up w breast after schoool , and we ate at th hawker and so qiao i saw my father there so he joined us f lunch . lolololololol than we were all talking and breast finds my daddy funny , after talking , daddy fetched both of us t srjc (: Hahha we were gna find josh tay t take his photo and th schooool crest , waited f that pig f a longggggggg time . Saw kevin at sr tooo ! Ha , oh yeah i saw Munirahhhhhhh ! (: she's super prettty now . heh (: walked around sr w breast and we were laughing at some people from a certain cca breast told e . its so funnnnyy hahahha ! lolololololololol . Around 5 daddy came t fetch me home while breast stayed in sr (:
Ohkay fuck damnit i dont know whats your problem luh , stop asking me can i had enough alrd , its nthg t do w you so just stay out of it and dont stick your ass into th matter . Wahlauehhhhhhhh just go away and dont act as though you know everything when you dont even know idiot .
And t you ____ not many people like you in church so dont fucking act as though people like you luh . Annoying idiot . RAHHHRRRR ! :/
Breastfriend (:
i wna tell you something right t your face so badly now , i miss you .
things may have happened this past few weeeks , and we've not beeen talking much since many things had happened . Till now theres still stuffs thats bothering me and i really wna talk t you about it , cos you were th one i always confide in when i had problems and you gave me lots of advices and helped me overcome it , i wna thank you f that . Thank you breast (: and i seriously dont want anything t happen because of _____ . Cos its not worth it , and yes , there was a point i was turning away from Him and i wanted t leave but i didn't .
girrrrrrrrrrrl (: i misssss you badly . I seriously dont know why we're not talking . It just hurts being able t seee you but not talk t you . I really wish t turn back th time , when we were playing and crapping arnd in church . The fun we had , but now everythings gone D: im misssing you so much .
YAYE ! IM GOING OUT W LAUGHING PILLLLL TMR ! :D
I LOVE YOU PHYLLIS LEEEE ! (:

'cause I don't want you to know where I am'
cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.

I'm faking my own suicide
They'll hold a double funeral


MY BROTHER IS COMING BACK TODAY :D
ohkay shitzxz , im happy and unhappy .
Happy because i'll get t see him , cos i miss him . lolololol (: imma good sister . lololololol
Unhappy cos he's gna start bullying me and allll again . RAHHR damnit luhhhhh .

Hahaha , i shall just be happy . (: i misss laughing pilll , greeenie , silly , smallboy and many many many moreeee ! Rahhhr . Huimin i misss you ah ! :/ Oh dexter tan guan sheng ! faster come onlineeeeeee ! i want you t send me my songs ahhhhh ! (: Ha .



Because apart of you will die
Along with me
It's kind of sweet

And my heart along with that
To live not for myself ,
But yet for God

Ayeeee , its was a longggggggggggggg day in schoool . Rahhhr , lessons as usual , poa lessson was like (*&^%$#@! she was like talking t herself all th while , that nehneh :/ anw , our new maths teacher talks super softtttt , you could hardly hear her . :/
After lesssons which was alrd bout 4 , we still had house meeeting , it was boringggggggg . But zelia was talking t me all th time so it was ohkay luhhhhhhhh . Hahah , wahlaueh , zelia why that idiot so mean t k , k damn poooooorthing luh . Shit you luh ivy , caused k t have fits and now shes not coming back t schoool because of you idiot . Why you so mean ! idiot luhhhh you . stop trying t seduce V luh , pianggggggg heng you not coming back t ____ alrd , i would just die seeing you luh .



When I finally ironed out
All of my priorities

I'm getting into you
Because you got to me, in a way words can't

Woke up early today , bathe-ed and daddy fetched me down t bugis , met th cg . But it turned out that only f was there cos th rest either just woke up or they were still sleeeping =.= . They besttttt ah .
Went t kfc f breakfast and nathanel joined us since he was
waiting f andrew and th rest t come . Ate & yek-ed saw th zone F people , and i saw kennethhhhhhhhhh that stupid boy .
Headed t cozy after that , waited f th dooor t open and yeah yeah got ready and stuffs , and while waiting , Roy came talked t me and huimin and he was looking f joshhhhhhhhhh , so i help roy by calling joshhhhhhh and i thought he was somewhere in cozy but he was at home T.T . He couldn't come f service D: sadd-ed . Pass the message t roy and praise and worship started and allllllll , it was totally greatttttt how i wished praise and worship never ends so i could continue praising and worshiping Him ! :D I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE HIM ! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
Had service and Pst . Joakim preached , than he said those that wanted him t pray f could step t th front so we all went up and he started t pray f each and everyone . (: Jamie then prayed f me too ! :) After th first service went t eat lunch w the cg and saw many many epople :D
After eating , walk back t cozy getting ready f second service and it started and blah blah blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .
Yek-ed in church w kenneth , dom lim , chunkit and melvin . Kenneth is full of nonsense , he claims that he's hot and that he's much more hotter than chunkit . lololololololol and th action that kenneth did was super hilarious luhhhhhhhhhhhhh , and Oh sister evelyn became princess of Arabiaaaaa today , according t her luh . And esmonde is her camel ! lololololol but esmonde wants t be the genie , so he started singing th song genie in th bottle by Christina Aguilaraaaaaaaaaaa . (: HAHAHAH it was super hilarious . Than we left cozy sat at macs and talked and daddy came t fetch me (:

Sometimes i dont know whats wrong w me , ohkay maybe its those people that keeeps pissing me off every now and then . It gets kinda annoying luhhhhh . But at least i got many more people t be bothered w and not letting myself be bothered w them , its just wasting of time . (: Esp . aglbaeli
Seeeing that person seriously change your moood 180 degreees i tell you .


You're essential to survive
I'm going to love you with my life

The summer sends its love to you,
the same as every year.


Heyo ! :D SCHOOOLS seminar w Pastor Joakim is awesomeeeeeeee ! awesomeeeee ! im lovin' it ! (: Oh oh oh ! i was late f service today due t tuition and daddddy nagging at me :/ sucky sucks luhhhhhh .
I saw my laughing pill today ! (: and imma happy happy girrrrrl now thanks t her , oh oh oh ! greeenie was ushering today ! :D hahah . I love love love herrrrr . Hahah :) Service ended around 630 . The last part was super wild ahhhhh , we were all jumping and screaming like nobody's businesss , hahah ! It was seriously seriously wildddddddddd . Haha , after service went t eat , they couldn't decide where they wanted t eat =.= . Make up your mind pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee , got curfew still dily dally . No brains .

Ate at BK w practically the whole zoneeee D :D hahah , Dom sat w us and lester was like he's so irritating . HAHAHAH dom and les are damn funnny , they're just super hilarious whenever they talkback t each other . (: Yek-ed till we forget the timing than we all rush-ed home and stuffs . (: yeah yeah . Oh yahhhhhhhhhhh , Dexter Tan Guan Sheng ! thanks f contaminating my phone w all your photos luhhhhhhhhhhh :/ How nice . Rahhhhr ! Hahahha Ongah is damn funnnyyyyyyyyyy ahh .


Across my floor I leave a shadow twenty-five feet long.
The farther down, the less specific I become.

And at your funeral I will sing the requiem.
I'd offer you my hand, it would hurt too much to watch you die.


Schoooool has beeen alright these past few days , only w my irritating throat and nose that has beeeen annoying me :/ ah heck .
Anw the anon , and passerby . Whoever you are , just shutup luhhhh , also not your businesss , care so fucking much f what . Its not even your business idiots . Its betweeen me and them why you care so fucking much .

DAMNIT LUHHHHH , WHATS W PEOPLE NOWADAYS .
ohkay heck . I hate fridays timetableeee , cos class ends late late late D:
Aye , meeeting huimin on friday , before heading t cozy f Pastor Joakim seminarrrrrrr :D Oh yahhhhhhh , after schooool went straight down t church , had t meeet Lynette f follow-up :D :D :D :D :D :D Having follow-up w her is funnnyyyyyyyyyy . (: I dont wna step in church w my schoool uniform , after what Pastor How & Pastor Lia said ! xD so malu-ing ahhhhhhh ! After follow-up walked over t ps t meeet huimin and nathanel (: , long time no seee ah nathanel ! Hahah , damnit he's frigging tall nowwwwww . RAHHHHRRR eat tooo many long beans alrd . lolololololololol . He's gna kill me f this . Hahaha ahya heck luhhh :D
Watch movieeeeee and home-ed . I'm tired , schoools kinda tiring alrd . :/


This song will become the anthem of your underground.You're two floors down getting high in the back room.

What makes the one to shake you down
Each touch belongs to each new sound


DAMN YOU AIRHEADS .
Its not nice pissssing me off you idiots . You both asked f it .
Tmd , show me attitude f what . Whateverrrrrr dumb idiots .



Sorry ! Jtjw t have make you worried bout me just now , im fine lah :D
Dont worry i will not kill myself because of some fuck toots that made me unhappy , cos i still got you and E and many many many more people ! :D
Anw , JT ! (: thanks f being so caring and bearing w my nonsense all these while :D You rock my socky wocky bocky lahhhh ! <3>LAUGHING PILLLLL ! I never forget bout you tooo ! , You always make me laugh at every single message i recieve from you (: aye laughing pillll you're the greatest friend i ever met ! i love you laughing pillllll ! I'm glad t have them t cheeer me up and accompany me today while i was in a fucking bad moood because of those idiots morons that dont even spare a thought f people's feeelings . D6 & D5 are wonderful people ! <3


Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you

Now I'm twisting up when I'm twisted with you
brush so lightly


Aye , went t bishan in the afternooon met zx , f , j , le and li , they wanted t play basketball =.= . lolololololololol i have not touch that ball f a year at least i think . Hahah , i didn't play cos the sun was like ultraaaaa hottttt , that i could even bbq a chicken . Watched them play and we kenneth came , he was late . HAHAHAH after playing f a few hours headed t zhixiang's house t bathe before cabbing down t bugis w them t meeet the church peeeeps . :D WE WERE ALL RUSHING LIKE MAD . Hhahah , cab-ed down and i fell asleeeep in the taxi cos i was real tired :/ .Reached and met those people at KFC . Yeah ate and yek-ed and blah blah blah .

and time trickles down, and I'm breathing for two
squeeze so tightly.

If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone, could you make it on your own .

I know what it feels like to wish the day was


School has started and its ohkayyyy luh , new schoool , new environment and blah blah blah . Ohkay crap :/ damnit luhhhh ,


Thursday :D

I met my long lost ahma ! (Yunlu) HAHAHAH ! val , tangqian and carrie was there tooo ! :D hahaha . AND I SAW MY LAUGHING PILL ! Phyllis leeeeeeeeeee ! <3 i love her many many ah ! Crap-ed w her f super long . We were talking about alot of things and she's damn funnny i tell you . I wish she was my sister please . :D hahha


over, I know what it feels like to have

Ernest the silly one & me :]
My God reigns forever .


I dont know why but i just felt like blogging again , and shitzxz im turning emo . lololololololol thinking back about those those unhappy times . When i think about it , i breakdown infront of God , i cry everything out t Him , and there is He , comforting me . The next thing i know im in His arms . During Create&Hearts Award , Daddy spoke t me , i just cant help but t broke into tears .

Afteer Create&Hearts Award , something happen that lead me into breaking down . I just dont understand why im getting that feeeling of not being in the cg , maybe im just tooo sensitive or everybody has beeen busy . I dont deny i felt pissed about it . Though i tried not t think about it by keeeping myself busy w fashion ministry . But still , it did not work a single bit . But thankfully , Maril and Dawn were there t talk t me . Not forgetting Ernest , he really did his best by cheeering me up w his silly jokes and stuffs , and Josh , he always bully me and when he crack into his silly laughter , i can't help but t laugh w him too . I really love these people :) Thanks f everthing guys . <3

Say the word and i'll sing f you .


I've not beeeen bloggging i know , my blog is rotting and it was screwed badly days ago finally now its fine ! :D im happy happy happy ! :]
Create &Hearts Award was awesome ! I simply loove it , hahah but fashion ministry was just busy w the make up & everything , so were th rest . Finally its over , but i wish the night never end ! :D It was simply awesome awesome awesome ! :D :D :D :D I LOVE 311206 !

After everything went t eat w the cg and we walk back from bugis all the way back t church , my legs literally died :/ Reached church and wow , church happening luhhhhh . So many people stayed over ! :D the audi was super super noisy cos there was some chair game going on . some people were even lying everywhere sleeeping . lololololololololol

Stone-ed in church till bout 7 and most of us left , mrt-ed home w imai , eric , bong , jomain , xinjie and some other peeeps . Home-ed and booomed ! laid down on my bed and went into my lala land ! :D

Kisssy Wissssy
lololololololol

Flea , me , shermaine , charlala , xin !

Xinjie ! :D
My Spiritual parents !

Hello Charleston ! Hello t you again Lynette ! :D
Hello Lynette ! :D
Hello Sister Evelyn ! :D

Kooongtat ! the tallie wallie




Charlala loves me ! :D