Tuesday, November 14, 2006
There's secrets in this lifeBOOOOOOYAAAA . Went out w breast and the other church peeeps today . Yeah , gave a surprise t minghan though his birthday was yesterday , yeaps . Than minghan and brendon had t go first .
Went t church w breast and all , reached church and we were talking and talking . Than came Charmaine , she's uberly adorable , she bullied me T.T but i did bullied her back . Hurhur , than imaaaaai came ! ;D She and her kim moh , sat down tgther w us and we yek-edddd . Than Adriena and Alden came . Yek-edddddd somemoreeee and imaaaaai and the rest had t help Adriena make-up because she was gna do some video ;] i watched imaaaaai da ban Adriena . ;]
Than at 5 zone meeeting start so went f zone meeeting at the art gallery and we had games f the start . The losing team was Group 4 , darryl's team . They had t eat some tandori powder (some indian powder) mixed w some other stuffs . EEEEEEEW , arranged the chairs , setteled down and Lynette preached ;] It was really powerful . Dexter played the guitar and samantha played the keyboard . ;] it was just awesome . Lynette than prayed f me and i couldn't control my tears , and i cried f very looong yeah . I felt God's presence and he was speaking t me . And i know what i did was wrong and i upset my bestest friends . ): I'm sorry guys . After zone meeeting , i had fashion meeeting . We ended up going t town t search f people who were willing t teach people how t make-up but none wanted . But i had a greaaaat time talking t imaaaaaai , im her greeeen water cooooler . Oh she's really nice t talk t , both of us went off first , she was real nice t accompany me back t church t get my bag before heading home tgther ;] . Went home tgther w her and eric . Yeah thats all f today . ;]
I know that its useless f me t say anything t you guys now , but im really sorry f what i did , and im in the wrong . I dont know why but maybe i didn't dare t voice out t you guys that i was scared t tell you all about it and all . I know it makes you guys hate me more . Im sorry f lying t you two :/ but i really dont wish t see our friendship going down just like that , maybe now what im saying you guys might not be bothered and all , but i meant what i say . I am really sorry f everything that i have cause you guys unhappiness .
That i can't hide