Monday, January 01, 2007
Ernest the silly one & me :]
My God reigns forever .
I dont know why but i just felt like blogging again , and shitzxz im turning emo . lololololololol thinking back about those those unhappy times . When i think about it , i breakdown infront of God , i cry everything out t Him , and there is He , comforting me . The next thing i know im in His arms . During Create&Hearts Award , Daddy spoke t me , i just cant help but t broke into tears .
Afteer Create&Hearts Award , something happen that lead me into breaking down . I just dont understand why im getting that feeeling of not being in the cg , maybe im just tooo sensitive or everybody has beeen busy . I dont deny i felt pissed about it . Though i tried not t think about it by keeeping myself busy w fashion ministry . But still , it did not work a single bit . But thankfully , Maril and Dawn were there t talk t me . Not forgetting Ernest , he really did his best by cheeering me up w his silly jokes and stuffs , and Josh , he always bully me and when he crack into his silly laughter , i can't help but t laugh w him too . I really love these people :) Thanks f everthing guys . <3