Friday, March 23, 2007
Our lips can touch , Our cheeks can brush .
ITS FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ! ;D ;D ;D i love fridays cos i can sleeeep late ohkay wait , i sleeep late everynight . lolololololol but i dont have t wake up early th next day ! ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D WAHHAHAHA , i neeed sleeeep ohkay , im deprived of it . I love fridays cos i have th same break as hahahaha , yeah yeah and other stuff also luh . But i dislike MONDAYS , i end at blooody shit 440 , wahlau make me study till my brains are like dropping out from my ears alrd ohkay . Monday is driving me insane , ends late and i always have monday bluessssss . EEEEEK :/
During cheeeeena mama lesson , jl talked t me about certain stuffs and it just made me think , yeah :/ i guess people do change afterall dont they ? I dont know .
Message breast about certain issues , and i wanted t cry so badly but i just didnt , cos theres just so many thing thats going through my mind and you guys never knew how i feel , be it in church or having lunch or anything . I never know anything that you guys did , whenever i ask , no reply . PLease im sick and tired of asking you guys every single time , im always th one taking iniative , you guys NEVER did ohkay , that what pisses me off . Think about it whenever i give attitude is because why , you guys never know how i felt , you just go off happily and leaving behind like a dumb ass idiot . I tuurned away from Him , and wanted t leave so many times but in th end i never did ohkay . I wanted things t turn out goood , but it never did cos why whatever i did , nobody seees it . Your eyes are all on L and maybe H , ohkay since they're so much better than me why not just raise them out and get me out of th cg . I've beeen an eyesore t you guys haven't i . I;ve beeen treated like a toy , whenever you're need me you're play w it , whenever you dont need it you just chuck it aside leaving it t rot . I'm just like a toy t you guys . Please stop it , take it as though im begging you . Stop hurting me w all this shit , and trying t push it all t me and you guys never take any reponsibilities . Everything ends up being pushed t ME ME ME . Asking me t go eat lunch w your and cut hair , i sat there like a foool waited f 2 damn hours and th next thing you guys wna go home alrd . Whats th point of asking me out , you guys have each other alrd what , after you accomplish on what you neeed t do , you just throw me alone and you all went home . Please f gooodnesss sake STOP IT . I'm sick and tired of it . Damnit .
Oh yeah , dadddy fetched me after schoool today (: went f lunch and i bathe and everything , waiting f him t get ready so he can send me down t church , cos theres zpm . Yeahhhhhhhhhhh initially i didnt wanted t go but because of some people , so im going . (: Yeah
Loves t alllllllllllllllllllllllllll <3