Monday, April 02, 2007
But just know that i've tried to apologize
Saturday : Celebrate little Ryan's birthday ! (: Oh boy , he's sucha adorable boy . After th celebration went home t get change and went down t ps t meeet lynette and some other people f dinner/meeeting . Yeahhhhhhhhhhhh . Certain things happen in church and stuff yeah . Not gna talk about it though .
Sunday : Dad went in t Malaysia t pray , so cab-ed down t church cos there was another meeeting , yeahhhhhh but i didnt go in th end due t smthg that was annoying th shit out of me . J talked t me about certain stuffs and its like not as if i wna say this but i just had t ohkay , you asked me t be secure about your love f me , but th moment N came back you were jumping over th mooon and stuff , im just fustrated and annoyed w all this things . I wna be happy when im in church but i just cant seeem t be like i always am . Since you prefer those 3 t me than just tell me i can always leave . Like yesterday , all you bothered w was N , you just left th whole cg alone . I bet whatever i felt and think you didn't even know . How many times i cried over this stupid thing in church . How many people tried t cheeer me up .You just dont see it . All you care is N , L and H .
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! THIS IS JUST DRIVING ME INSANE IM JUST FED UP W THIS . OMGZXZZZZZZ
I LOVE YOU LUH ZELIAAAAAAAA
I so love my LP ohkay , talking t her is making me laugh like shit . HAHAH asshole leh she . We were talking about certain subject and i said this
Tess : Phyllis , dont break up w meeee , if you leave me i'll just commit suicide.
And her stupid shit reply was this ,
Phyllis : HAHAHAH I THINK I'LL DIE FIRST .
Phyllis : HAHAHAH I THINK I'LL DIE FIRST .
What a assshole ohkay . HAHHAHA IDIOT LUH PHYLLIS LEEEEE . LOLOLOLOLOL . Still i love that shit ;D
And I'ma have you first always in my heart
To keep you satisfied .