Saturday, April 21, 2007
My heart is crying out to you ,I wanna tell you how i feel about everything .
I ran t Him and cried my heart out , because i felt hurt and i was very emotional . He talked t me , i cried even more cause i was impacted by what You said t me . Thank You Daddy , i love you very much . But still , i need faith and strength t keeep me going on , i dont wanna start breaking down and doing stupid shit stuffs that worry everyone . I've troubled everyone , i made people worried . AHHHHHHHHHHH . D:
When i woke up today ,
thought of all the things you've done .
And i found myself here ,
feeling oh so overcome .
You gave your life away for me ,
truly my heart belongs to you .
So let me say ,
Could i ever thank you for ,
what you did at Calvary ,
When you bled and died for me .
Could i ever turn away ,
knowing that you paid price ,
That i could never pay .
When i think of the way ,
that you died upon that cross .
Bearing my sin ,
Even though my heart was lost ,
you gave your life away for me .
truly my heart belongs to you ,
so let me say .
Boo you ,
You know who you are , i read it , i heard how you feeel and i know everything . I'm feeeling devastated after what you told me , i really want you t stay and grow more in God and not leave him . I know th situation now is rather shaky and stuffs , i know how you feel cause i had that feeling before and now im still standing strong though i still have my weakness in certain things .But still , all these things will not affect and stop me from worshipping Him , because i love Him , i want you t know how i feel about everything ohkay ? This whole thing started because of me , i know you're gonna say that its not me and stuff but its really me , i shouldn't have said it when i knew about th consequences and i didn't really think about it a second time or anything , i've cried over this thing many times , so did you . Both of us felt th same way . Please i'm gonna beg you and i'll try all means and ways t stop you from leaving Him , i dont wanna see you leaving when you're in so much hurt . After you put down , i cried so much because i was upset and i blamed myself f everything . I love you very much so please dont leave . This wouldn't have happen if i didn't say anything . My fault , my bad . I'm sorrry .
♥ Tess .
Things were supposed to turn out this way ,
But in the end it still did .
I'm at fault .